Public Relations

Last night, i had my dinner with my gang of pycho friends. They are not crazy but they study till crazy, haha... As you know i close with pychology student than my coursemate. So most of my time spend to dinner with them. Yesterday dinner with ck, wei jye, teck weei, destenie, ok zai and 1u. I heard that 1u pro in computer and technology stuff, so i take that opportunity to ask him about editing stuff*usually is destenie call him out, i dont have his number just got facebook^^*. But he willing to help even he doesnt know much about that.

I ask a lot about edit photo and movie thingy, suddenly he ask:" What is your course oh??? You not study in PR meh??" And i smile to him and others. And he told me:" For my opinion la, PR is just like prostitute but is high class prostitute why need so much of skill 1?" For that second, i really angry and sad!!! I already no mood to continue study, but he just keep on saying that. Hello people, go to search for it, what is PR la!!! If u dont know i willing to explain to you, but please dont say we are selling our body to get the contract or business!!! I totally dislike and disagree about the statement that you put on us!!! PLEASE GO AND DO RESEARCH BEFORE YOU TALK TO ME!!!

If you are not a foundation student i still can forgive you, but you are not!!! You are from UTAR foundation!!! You know what is PR since last year, why you still saying that??? You really make me down!

If you do admit yourself noob, then i have nothing to say~ but what i can tell you is PR not equal to prostitute!!! We touch and learn a lot in this field!!! More than your imagination...

崩溃~

这个星期真的很不愉快。。。当自己独处时，便会胡思乱想。人前人后两个样！我不知道身边的朋友是否有察觉到，可是我自己知道。

昨天和伟杰打篮球和吃早餐，他开解我很多，告诉我很多东西！可是我还是原地踏步。当回到家打开我经常浏览的facebook 和blog 却发现身边很多朋友在关心我。他们留了很多comment 给我，看了，我哭了。崩溃的哭了~哭后还是继续我该做的东西，shooting。相差不到一分钟，我竟然可以如此的快，从崩溃跳回面对朋友的心情！我真的有严重性的双重人格分裂症。我不知道我还能撑多久，可是至少我看到如此多的关心我舒服了。我踏回positive的想法了。。。

谢谢各位的关心和鼓励，我好多了。。。

Im weak~

Do i really need to quit from study??? I really cant tahan the pressure. I totally lose when i study this course, i think that i shouldn't in this field. Im not good in writting, English and now not even have a good relationship with colleague. PR is totally make me mad~

I though i got improvement this all time, but i was wrong!!! Im getting worst and worst... i dont even can write a good essay and a blog and how am i going to finish all the assignment??? How am i going to change... I really not in a study mood right now, i realise the exam around the corner, but i totally cant concentrate!!! SERIOUSLY~

March 1st, i promise myself to make that day will be my turning point, but it seen like that is my turning point to the worst part~ I miss those time were in secondary school

i really up sad, helpless, hopeless...

Jealousy

Sometimes i was so upsad. I miss the secondary time so much. The life without stress, playing everyday in the school with friends, even that the uniform is suck but i prefer to stay at secondary school rather then university life. Secondary make people more creative and innovative. No rules, no legal, no worry... I mean they can do their favor things without thinking. They can easily hold an event, just to get a teacher permission, find the sponsor from parents and friends or get a position in a club where the friends are supporting you. But Uni make me suffer, cant do this cant do that, need to consider a lot, i mean a lot...

Since i at kampar, i prefer to remain silence. Silence in asking questions, silence in discussion, silence in a group and inactive. No longer active in activities. Seen my friends uni life they full of fun. It the difference between urban and rural??? Maybe ~YES

They all went to Monash Uni, Sunway Uni, The One Acadamic, Taylor, Inti college, and some even went to oversea study. So hope i am one of them. But i stuck at this town. They so awesome for me, they look like a star shine infont of me. Everyone seen like gain improvement in this few year but im like step on the floor without moving. So far different between me and them.

But.... rather i making noise here better i making changes now!!! I know i cant change anything but i can make my life more interesting and meaningful. THATS MY LIFE,THATS MY DESTINY

Today wake up at 9am T.T althought it is sunday but i still need to wake up early! Why i wake up so early??? What am i doing for this early hour??? Im cleaning up my paradise(hostel)... Sweep and mop the floor and wash my toilet~ wahaha.... feel so comfort with my room now! Oh ya, i clean up the fan too. Never thought im this tall, stand on the table already can reach the fan^^ wahaha... super deeper good mood! *dont say me short again, i become taller*

After that went for assignment *PR writting again* at edwin's house for shooting. A very simple shoot we took and do untill 2pm. We dissmiss, but i still need to follow up the job *editting* @@ at own house...

Suddenly feel very hungry><''' of couse, i haven't take my breakfast and lunch~ Fast fast call jye to eat with me, unfortunely he ate with yi heng not long time ago T.T haizzz....have to eat biscuit again??? No!!! I got rice cooker and rice! i can cook myself~ ahuh, porridge?? ok simple and nice~ Fast fast take out my rice cooker from the unpack box and simply wash the cooker and rice. Pour a little bit rice and a lot of water. Ok can cook now~ wait wait wait... While waiting the food, i called my father and double comfirm on the procedure of cooking my brunch! wahaha.... im genius! Im doing what daddy told me ^^ After 10minute...... Data,zhiang zhiang zhiang zhiang~ my brunch- porridge!!! But my friends said it is rice and cannot put into mouth><''' No, it is delicious serve with baked beans...*vomitting* Aiya...1st time ma not very delicious la, but still can eat! Dont waste food ah :D haha... Im hungry and i dont bother more, if anyone want to have a try can pre-order from me!kakaka......

Honestly, my first time cooking skill is much more better than i thought lo... At least i still can recognize it is porridge~ Not bad Not bad...

Good march day

Starting a new month. Day passing day by day, time is going too fast. Already is 1st march 2010, two month later will have final exam but i seem not ready yet still blur blur. I should take my education seriously but not playfully. Chui Yee enjoy yourselve with the Uni life and take all the assignment as a opportunity job to learn, to creative, to enjoy and to experience it. Enjoy of the rushing assignment time, enjoy to be creative and enjoy to be with the lovely friends... And do care about your CGPA your education, well practice come out the best result.

Take it serious and that is your own resposibility...
Today will be my turning point!!!

tired tired tired~

Lat two post i did mention about steamboat with my gang of friends in kampar and it continue our time at ck's house. It is extremely tired for me. That time we all playing at ck's house till 5am something and i have a train at 930am. I just slept few hour and went back to kl. What we can do at ck's house in this long hour??? I'm wondering too... We are playing mafia game as known as killer gaming. And actually i planning to have a crazy night with them till morning breakfast and straight go back to kl, but we failed cause of the sleepiness^^haha... We play untill 3 or 4 something like that and we faced a big problem, that is ck's lock his room door without taking out his room key. Haha...damn funny!!! And others time we are spent to try open up the door and help teck weei take back his car keys. We cant open the door but teck weei took his car keys from the window of his room, because ck put his room keys at the bed so its too far to take it, sorry ck we cant help^^

After that, we went back to our hostel to rest and okzai still rushing for his assignment and i request him to wake me up in 730am so that i can pack my things and call teksi. Haha... Thanks to okzai to wake me up so that i didnt miss the train.>< oh~forgot mention the time, it is on friday morning. Actually im going back with my coursemate, they are visiting my house and plan to walk around. Friday morning, my sis pick me up at the train station and we straight went to kotaraya and bukit bintang to do their things. After finish their thing i only go find my friends which is shopping at time square.^^ Both of us are tired and i know them quite unhappy with my late welcoming them, and im so sorry about that cause my family dont have extra cars for me to use...

Finally we went back to my house to bath and ssttle down and we had dinner time with family members at somewhere around kepong. Next watching movie at my house till 12 or 1 am like that we only get into bed. And the next day i have to bring them walk around in kl and have our korea meal at ampang. In their facial expression i know they doesn't like the meal that i intro, so sorry...

Today i will continue to bring them go 1u to shopping and after that have to caome back house to halp mum handle the gathering party. And the gang of friends are going back tonight 10pm train. I am extremely tired and headache, mood very down of those unsatisfied expression of them, so stress to bring them around^^

GOOD NEWS

Just another post for my special best friend-Liu Jing. Yesterday was release STPM result, and she is one of the examinee. Before the day, she was told the whole world about her worry, but yesterday her suffer gone and happiness come. To congratulate her good result, i decide to write this post to announce and share her happiness to all our friends^^

Today i just give her a call once i reach kl. And asking her result, she is telling me"erm...i was so surprise and cry when i receive the result." Usually people cry will only two situation, there is failed or excellent result. But that time i already knew her result will be flying colour... And she didnt disappointed me, she get 4'A in her STPM result CGPA 3.8. I was like want to cry with she, is just good to heard she get this good result. Its not easy to score a such high mark but she did it, and all of her friends and family are just pround of she... And i check out her profile in facebook, everyone is just pround and happy for her~

Well done liu jing, we pround of you~^^love