tired tired tired~

Lat two post i did mention about steamboat with my gang of friends in kampar and it continue our time at ck's house. It is extremely tired for me. That time we all playing at ck's house till 5am something and i have a train at 930am. I just slept few hour and went back to kl. What we can do at ck's house in this long hour??? I'm wondering too... We are playing mafia game as known as killer gaming. And actually i planning to have a crazy night with them till morning breakfast and straight go back to kl, but we failed cause of the sleepiness^^haha... We play untill 3 or 4 something like that and we faced a big problem, that is ck's lock his room door without taking out his room key. Haha...damn funny!!! And others time we are spent to try open up the door and help teck weei take back his car keys. We cant open the door but teck weei took his car keys from the window of his room, because ck put his room keys at the bed so its too far to take it, sorry ck we cant help^^

After that, we went back to our hostel to rest and okzai still rushing for his assignment and i request him to wake me up in 730am so that i can pack my things and call teksi. Haha... Thanks to okzai to wake me up so that i didnt miss the train.>< oh~forgot mention the time, it is on friday morning. Actually im going back with my coursemate, they are visiting my house and plan to walk around. Friday morning, my sis pick me up at the train station and we straight went to kotaraya and bukit bintang to do their things. After finish their thing i only go find my friends which is shopping at time square.^^ Both of us are tired and i know them quite unhappy with my late welcoming them, and im so sorry about that cause my family dont have extra cars for me to use...

Finally we went back to my house to bath and ssttle down and we had dinner time with family members at somewhere around kepong. Next watching movie at my house till 12 or 1 am like that we only get into bed. And the next day i have to bring them walk around in kl and have our korea meal at ampang. In their facial expression i know they doesn't like the meal that i intro, so sorry...

Today i will continue to bring them go 1u to shopping and after that have to caome back house to halp mum handle the gathering party. And the gang of friends are going back tonight 10pm train. I am extremely tired and headache, mood very down of those unsatisfied expression of them, so stress to bring them around^^

GOOD NEWS

Just another post for my special best friend-Liu Jing. Yesterday was release STPM result, and she is one of the examinee. Before the day, she was told the whole world about her worry, but yesterday her suffer gone and happiness come. To congratulate her good result, i decide to write this post to announce and share her happiness to all our friends^^

Today i just give her a call once i reach kl. And asking her result, she is telling me"erm...i was so surprise and cry when i receive the result." Usually people cry will only two situation, there is failed or excellent result. But that time i already knew her result will be flying colour... And she didnt disappointed me, she get 4'A in her STPM result CGPA 3.8. I was like want to cry with she, is just good to heard she get this good result. Its not easy to score a such high mark but she did it, and all of her friends and family are just pround of she... And i check out her profile in facebook, everyone is just pround and happy for her~

Well done liu jing, we pround of you~^^love

Happy Day

Yes, tomorrow is a public holiday and no class for tomorrow...

Wahaha... will be going back to kuala lumpur tomorrow early in the morning 0930 train back to kepong and my friends- elise, cheryl and wee wei is coming to kl with me. But unfortunately they cant buy train ticket so they take bus to arrive pudu and we will meet at one place.

another good news is, i just finish dinner*steamboat* with syuen, min, kennie, teck weei, jye, okzai and ck... We all are enjoy eating there and playing(cature)~ and will continue our time at ck's house^^

just a simple nice day...

Tzen Tzen, take care

This is special for my best and ever friend-Heok Tzen.

We know each others since form 3 even we in different class, because we both are pengawas pelatih and we went through alot of thing; perlantikan, trip, gathering, and form 4&5 memorial!

Haha... since form3 we are pengawas pelatih and we become formal pengawas, we went to others school gethering and we performed our own performance at our school gathering. Its so hard for our group, cause non of us know to dance, but we face it, and we did it!!! It happy to stay with her. We got alot of memory about secondary school life, we held gathering when form 4, same class for two year, sit together gether.

Today* maybe ald in the plane* she is gone to oversea for study!But coming back on this June, hope u will find us when u back!

I havent say good bye to you~T.T

Take Good Care Of Yourself when there, I'm always love u girl, tzen tzen*penguin*...

CNY 1

OMG~ im getting lazy to study and blog...

About this CNY alot of sadness i faced... Not bad news but family conflict! Almost every year we can have a nice CNY but this year really terrible and horrible... We didnt go out to visit relative because we running out of time, so i usually hang out with sister and two cousin at 1U *explore food and movie*

Daddy and Mammy got plan since chu 2 till chu 6, go visit and makan at friends house each day each. So i hate eating Chiness Food so i and sister didnt follow only brother do! Ofcoz the people will come to our turn the next day, so we family gaduh because of all cleaning stuff and preparing food!@@ my house is kinda big for me, is tired to clean it up before and after, and i hate it but i still did it!

Just dont like mother keep on talking me and sister like no help at all, once her son help her something tiny! I know is girls job to kemas house but now generation no longer boys and girls, we are equal!!! Like father said, everyone is responsibility to clean the house dont count who do more and less... but father you are sometimes kicking yourself! You told us that but you counting too.

Not only like that, i hate conflict. But you all just cant give me a peaceful CNY. Even a small things also can make noise* beh tahan*! I think i should let you know, your emotional can affect others~ Dont just simply show your anger, its great affect!!!

the next post will be happier~ sharing my CNY beverages and joyful, alot of picture in facebook^^

我错了~

我以为，一路以来只要你真心的对人好别人就会同样的对你好。可是我错了！！！至到大年初一，我发现我真的错了！

伤心的新年。。。

我讨厌这一年，发生了很多事，很不开心，很痛苦的新年~

还要病惨了，真痛苦！！！

fuyoo~

wahaha...Few more hour,I will be going back to my lovely hometown-KL~Wahaha, damn happy now!So excited, thats can explain in word!!! Im not homesick, but just can meet with friends and family is a very very good thing in the world! I love it...

And now 30 hours later will be celebrating Chinese New Year, and get alot of angpao and have alot of orange, soft drinks, biscuit and fun!!! YES MAN, IM COMING~

FUYOO IM LOVING IT!!!

我哭了

今天的课我没上，那是因为我错过了巴士！！！不是睡过龙，而是UTAR 巴士满了。。。因此我回家继续assignment。。。我很累，可是没办法~

今天是第一次听完温力铭的“siapa”!!!会听的原因很简单，因为assignment需要。一边听着，一边想怎样改善剧本！听着听着。。。眼泪不知觉的滑落下来~自己也不知道为什么@@ 我很爱哭。就算是很小很小的事我也会哭~可能这首歌跟我想像的故事背景很像吧！

是一个关于单亲妈妈的故事。。。描述单亲妈妈的苦。如何保护自己的孩子，就算别人对她的孩子多么的不爽，不满，憎恨可是只要妈妈觉的他是最好的，他就是最好的！！！从小就比同学的家还要穷酸还要得简陋。看着其他人都有爸妈的疼爱唯独自己没有爸爸~面对着同学们的取笑，歧视，排斥，老师的偏心。渐渐的让他对这个世界感到失望，反感，寂寞，恨之入骨之外，步入了黑色地区的他完全不相信任何人了。只沉醉于身边的“好友”为他带来的甜言蜜语，欢乐。叛逆的他，谁的话也听不进去。直到这一天，约定好于“好友”一起去犯罪的他被抓住了！！！出来保护他的并不是他所谓的“好友”而是他遗忘了很久很久的妈妈在苦苦的哀求“不要抓我的孩子，不要抓我的孩子”。而他所谓的“好友”却不回头的离他而去~

事情解决了。孩子坐在一角等着妈妈的惩罚，慢慢回想着这十几年来的所作所为！妈妈一次又一次的原谅，一次又一次的帮他说好话，一次又一次的在邻居前吞声忍气，为的都是他。默默付出的妈妈半句怨言也没哼，只希望孩子不学坏，那就已经足够了。不望他大富大贵，只要足够养活自己就够了。不望他榜上有名，只要能毕业就够了。妈妈累了，孩子哭了~心中只想“妈妈，你打我啊，你打我啊让我好过点，好吗？”母子心连心！孩子的心话，妈妈听到了。“我不打你因为我知道你知错了，你会改地，对不对？”孩子哭得更厉害更大声，仿佛在一间空屋里嚎哭着。回音在空气里旋转，感人的气味也感动了上天。天下起雨来，仿佛在为这对母子加油打气。

单亲妈妈，不要放弃

人生也许挨不下去

日子每天都有新的惊喜

为了孩子要努力下去

单亲妈妈请你不要放弃

人生也许挨不下去

有我们陪你走下去

Pls: 给所有的父母和孩子们，不管是单身家庭还是什么的。。。家里的大门是永远最温暖！！！趁佳节，回家陪陪父母，share and care~ Money doesn't solve anything, especially family love

Chinese New Year

Wao... Few more days is already Chinese New Year!!! I wish to get back to my lovely hometown as soon as possible~ Im thinking to ponteng this friday class!!! I already bought my ticket long long time ago, actually this friday can skip the class...The lecturer is going to mark our attendance what?? But i lazy to go station change the train ticket...Haiz... Many of my friends already went back hometown or some are going to skip the friday class@@''' in fact, im the only one in my gang go for the classes, and i need to sign for them><'''

Few more days already is chiness new year, i wish that this year can bring me good good luck!!! Solve those difficult problem that facing by me now such as studies, future, and money... Wahaha... Dont know this year ang pao can get how many leh???Hope will not less that last year, cause im saving money to buy camera... Not going to use ptptn, cause that 1 need to pay for my student fees!!!*Scare this sem cgpa not enough then no ptptn supply for next sem* @@

Wish all my assignment group mate all the best ba!!! We are running out of time, idea, creativity, source and so on~ We work as a team, dont try think negative things it only will make the things more worst!!! At least, we try our best already, right???

Gong Xi Fa Chai and Happy New Year to all my beloved friends....

The busy week~

Waloa...this week really is a busy week!!!

No matter is assignment things or celebrating friend's birthday.... It really me make crazy and faint@@

Today Y1S3 psychology student are having their reunion dinner at Dong Hai....And with another purpose is to celebrate Orange(07/02/90), teck weei(14/02/89), ck(14/02/90) and wei jye(22/01/89) birthday!!! Yes, today birthday baby got 4 of them~

But result show that got alot of coursemate is to going celebrate their birthday^^ If im not mistaken, it was 5 table dinner in Dong Hai and few of us(5) late comer!!!Yes, it around 55-60 person...What a great amount*shock me*

First time dinner with friend with this great amount*even im not there eating with them, but quite surprise me*...Before we go in, i tot is just 2 table!!! After we arrived, alot of them i dont know well and so embarrassing, because im Public Relations student^^ For me is ok, i can make myself comfortable but just dont know hows others feel....

Heard they said 5 table of that costed them RM900++ But luckily is AA system if not sure very 'da wo'...haha~ Very happy to have time with them, even they are pschology student but they handle well than our PR student!!! Compare to us*my gang friends*, they more co-operative and active in those activity they organize, for example last semester they have free hug within the lecture class. And the next coming event is wearing red or pink color t-shirt in the lecture class to celebrate early CNY...Not only the few ppl involve but the whole course student are invited!!! Sound good right? Just hope that i have this group of people in my course and assignment, sure will not boring at all!!! Fortunately, they take me as a part of them even we both different course....Really very appreciate this group of friends^^ XD LOVE YOU GUYS

Again, wish all the birthday baby HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ALL THE DREAMS COME TRUE, HAPPY ALWAYS NO MORE EMO and happy chinese new year!!!!*LOVE*

Happy happy day~:D

Happy Birthday to You~

This day we plan to surprise the february's birthdy kids~Which is teck weei, ck and wei jye^^ Very obvious, teck weei and ck born in the same day but different year which is every year Valentine's day. Wakaka... And for this year 2010, they are having Valentine's day& birthday& CNY celebrationg in the same day~ Congratulation to teck weei and wei jye, they are getting 21 lo XD*mean old*

We ask Ok zai to date them gather in 1 place to gaming*dota the boys favourite* and here is it...

Harwad in westlake, ck's house...

After pick up papa then here we are going to 'break' the door to give them a surprise.But before that we need to wait for 1u to open the door, so we can easily get in...

fron left kennie(papa), me, siew min(darling)

While we waiting the very slow motion 1u, we had camera session with the cakeXD

fron left me, des(dear), siew min(darling)

The very valuable picture with Destenie

kennie and min is posing while waiting 1u...

alot of fun we had before getting in the house....

wakaka....the swt posing=='''

tic tok tic tok.....1u is super super slow....after calling him, he still in his house to msn-ing OMG==''''''''''

we continue our time beside the road....

Here is another pose....

Nanana... dont come near me!dont come near me!!!

"Guai bo hi kong.....ahhhhh....<> aarrr"

OMG what is this????XD

the evil of the day^^

finally thats a motor light from far~*thinking* is that 1u??or guard???

Wakaka....is really 1u!!!Yeah, finally you come~ the cake is going to melt@@

But we had not enough...we take a few picture with 1u...

All sitting beside the road and taking out own phone to capture self photo*zhi lian kuang*

The last picture with the cake and 1u...

The cake look so delicious and we cant wait for it, fast fast la==@@

Des dont want to take picture wih us *sad*T.T

ligthen up the caandle and here we go......

Before we getting in, they were having good game(DOTA)... When we singing birthday song no 1 is giving us reaction, cause they busy DOTA-ing. We set up the table wait for them to blow the candle*the wei jye still GG*luckily 1u unplug their computer to stop their game^^thanks 1uXD

the way they holding the knife....

Haha, ck is worring we say they are gay if the holding each others hand....LoL

Ck change to hold other side@@ weird too

Happy Birthday to you three little kids!!!!

from left ck, wei jye and teck weei

the oldest-teck weei(14/02/89) with his present*condom*

the youngest-ck(14/02/90)

i like this picture very much cause i never see ck so happy^^

@The best picture of the year@

wei jye(22/02/89) with his platinum...haha^^

another two condom on top of jye head is ck and teck weei

the present special make for teck weei....

i love this very much, please take good care of it and fill up all the picture oh^^

another for wei jye...

same to wei jye, dont waste my hardwork ah~

And we had our time with the cake and capturing with all the friend but i dont have the copy so cant upload, so sorry><'' but can go to my facebook profile to have a look^^

The cake just very nice made by destenie... i love it very much~

Friends thanks for giving me a happy day and i wish you guys happy birthday, happy always*no more emo-ing*, all the dream comes true, happy chinese new year and happy valentine's day^^

Nothing gonna change my LOVE for You

If i had to live my life without you near me
The days would be all empty
The night would seem so long
With you i see forever oh so clearly
I might have been love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I dont want to live without you

Nothing gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much i love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much i love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Just like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You dont have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I dont want to live without you

Nothing gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much i love you
One things you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much i love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you~

~丘比特~

丘比特：“矣？这件衣服蛮美下喔。。。”

亚当：“那就试下啊，天堂可没有那么漂亮的衣服哦”

丘比特：“不要啦”

亚当：“试下嘛，穿起来可能很美哦”

丘比特：“不要啦，我穿起来不会好看的”

亚当：“不会啦，试下嘛，你会后悔哦！”

丘比特：“不要啦，我不适合的”

亚当：“你不试下又怎么知道不适合呢。。。”

丘比特：“那就对啊，你不试下又怎么知道她对你的感觉呢？要是有一天你看见你心爱的衣服已经穿在别人的身上，你又会有什么感觉呢？你不会后悔吗？”。。。

这些对白是从《等爱》之遇见丘比特的夜里抄出来的。。。我觉的丘比特说的很对！！！不试下又怎知道适不适合呢？很多人（暗恋和被追求的人）往往都不知道对方的想法，一直的找借口逃避。

暗恋的人，想要爱却又怕伤害。给自己很多很多的借口，一直错过表白的机会。难不成对方就得一直的等你吗？至少你尽力了，至少你尝试过啊，至少你对得起自己。不是吗？？？难道你想看见自己心爱的她/他跟别的人走在街上吗？不想后悔就乘现在跟他/她表白啊！！！还等什么？？？（对自己要有心信）

被追求的人，他/她不是我的菜！！！这简直就是烂借口！除非你对他/她真的没感觉吧，不然不要再“锁着”自己了，给自己一个机会尝试跟他/她相处可能会有意想不到的结局~ 不过，真的没感觉的话不要浪费彼此的时间。拖着别人的幸福只会让对方辛苦也让自己更辛苦罢了。。。

等爱的人，还要等到几时呢？你有多少的时间可以等呢？今日不知明日事~再等下去已经人老珠黄了，以前的风采已跟时间慢慢的溜走了。。。在这21的世纪里再也没有一定的男追女了，喜欢就勇敢的去追求吧，别再理会所为的面子（矜持）了。。。

不要随随便便的跟人谈恋爱，更不要为了某些利益就跟人在一起，不要把别人当傻的，只是他/她不想拆穿你吧了！！！

Stress go away

This few days i cant fall into sleep even that i felt very sleepy!!! I think im getting insomnia. Is not too late for now, but im having early class for tomorrow...Im trying to force myself to get into sleep but assignment things are continuous come into my mind... I have alot of idea about assignment but i not dare to speak out, because some of the members are too tension about this and im low self-esteem*no confidence with my*!!!

On the others hand, alot of assignment are waiting for me to be done. I telling myself have to become more independent less rely on others cause i have to write my own journal in the final year. Is not too late to start learning in Uni, as long as we learn*right?* But i still cannot cope with the assignment things. I cant even understand what lecturer talking about, not we dont want to ask but they dont want to tell!!! Dont know is purposely or even themselve also dont know what they talking about...Funny right??? But it happen to us!!! Asking what we should have in the assignment, the lecturer answering:"erm...erm....erm... What is the time now??" and we all like "huh??" Did she answering our question?? Ask for second time or different tutor, they just tell us" ask your lecturer la, im always support her decision, all the decision is make by the her, im just finish the job" What the hell are you talking about??? You and the lecturer didnt discuss well??? Your job is just teaching us follow the plan?? Walao, beh tahan!!!@@ faint

Do you guys know next week is Chinese New Year celebration???Our campus is replacing the class after CNY but then our assignment need to pass up the week after CNY!!! Do you think we got enought time to prepare and go die??? Some more after that week all are busying with the mid-term test, i dont want to fail mid-term test. It is a bonus for us to score, but i really cant do it without revision. Alot of things need to be done before all we go back hometown to celebration but now is already week 3, one more week to go and CNY come~ *is not a good thing for me, im still in blur blur situation* I already try my best to seek for consultation hour, hope it all can help me!!! I really very upsad right now~ IM LOST!!!

Time pass day by day, is already week 3. And next week sunday will be CNY 1st day. We will wearing the new clothes, shoes,panst and beg going to take angpao. Wahaha~ The most important thing is can have a great time with big family members. Yes, i can visit my grandmother that time... I miss her cook, very long time didnt eat her food and soup!!! I really very miss my family members~T.T

CNY is coming, and im going........................

to have fun~^^

Put aside assignment and enjoy cause after that we will continue suffer!!!T.T

Love Drama

Last saturday i went back to kuala lumpur for a drama at lot10-Actor Studio. Of course im not going alone, im with the sister, alex, monica and friends.

This is the drama poster.

Name as "Waiting For Love"-attendre l'amour. Is performing 3 different ages love story. The first part of the drama is Dickson's work. Well his is my sister's friend too. erm...very young, innovative,creative and talented.

A Night With Cupid

Is guided by Dickson. I like his drama, cause very attractive and fun. Is easily acceptable by youth. The story is about a girl fell in love with a guy which call Adam since 5 years ago but on the other hands, Adam refuse to confront with she cause he scare will reject by the girl. Their love story help by a guy name Peter which is the best friend of the girl and love her in depth. He act as Cupid and guide Adam to speak out his mind. Finally... they get together but the girl doesn't know is helped by peter. The ending is quite touching.*i like it*

After follow by the drama "那一刻”, guided by William Yap. Is an experienced director.


Is good also, funny but abit boring cause the girl are drunk from the start till the end. The story is about a guy love secretly with the best friend, he wait for her quietly but thats a no future love story.

Last but not least....

The last Dinner

Is guided by Roland Lee. Honestly i dislike this drama. Not because is a gay love story, im not prejudice with gay. But this drama make me feel very geli...*vomit* dont know how to explain in word!!! The story is about triangle love story...
Overall is ok. Different people can have different perception, some like dickson's drama or very dislike Dickson's drama is depend on yourself how you going to view the story and the performing style. Different angle can see different things... I like it, and i think is worth Rm35 per ticket. After this drama i felt exciting cause i like performing arts too... I like to perform, enjoy to catch audience attention and like their eyes looking at me~^^