Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Internship- Day 2

Internship Day 2

Is torturing when you working as intern but dont know what to do while office hour!!!
This is my second day of intern, Im new to the society and office work, but my company is like assume me is a experience worker in the company/ society. Im totally dont know what to do in the second day. But i do ask all the time. Do you know, working at home as a intern is much more difficult and torture than working at office? At least i can ask colleague when i dont know, but working at home just got me and phone and also laptop. Email and phone is always my communication tools between the boss and I. Internet is important for me. I totally agree/ understand why business man they need a smart. They need to check email by no need bring laptop around, they need to stay connect with client. Thats just smart phone will do, and they always the best. 

I wish i could have one as well, so that i wont stay at home facing the laptop 24 hours. PR is a hard job! They include all things (maybe is only for my company), they are running alot of project and business. Sometimes i felt myself so stupid when actually the things is just easy job for everyone. Im asking all the time for double confirmation. But what is actually today task?? I was assign for a phone calling task. Calling client to make appointment meeting up with my supervisor. I couldnt know what content should i talk about, because the shop is actually dont know what we are. My today job is more like telly marketing, so is hard for me to explain when they ask what we running are. I email all the time and calling supervisor. Really felt so disappointed on myself. She even send me the phone script. T.T felt so depress now! Alot of work is still waiting me to catch up, i hope i could help her out in the busy business. Sorry to my supervisor if i couldnt help you in this moment and adding trouble on you T.T So sorry~~ I will try my best tomorrow and ask more!!!

ASK ASK ASK!!! Practice make prefect!!!

Monday, May 30, 2011

Internship- Day 1

Internship day 1

It actually stated at the offer letter, im supposed to work on 8am till 5pm. But it was my first day working experience, and luckily i called her sunday, cause she mention she was forgot about me- the intern! So, make a appointment with her, it was 1030am, met at office located at hartamas *i found it the day before i work ^.^* 
She quickly give a brief on my job scope and those i need to follow up. It was a fun job, but i felt stressful! Its not difficult but just tough for me...

First, my english is very poor, we need to speak and write everythings in english. *some more dealing with media, (my first time) T.T* Still cannot catch up what she want me to do. Trying my best to ask more and make myself clear~

Second, dealing with media is not a hard things, but the work of preparing! Before press conference or launching a product, we need to do alot of research *thats what we know* 

Third, I though of the first day will be easy job, but it is not!!! It is extremely heavy!!! I rather back to study life, and now i realise study is actually very fun and assignment is nothing!

Forth, im currently working at home, facing computer. Have to online all the time. Some body though is was good, staying at home all that, but i felt so helpless sometimes. Im fresher le, what you expect from me? I need people to teach me to be like a PR. PR is totally a hard job!!

But..... I still appreciate Pixarus- my company, giving me this opportunities to work with them and learn from them. Although i still dont know how many people in the company, how many colleagues i have, how is the company actually working, one things for sure, Thats PR company that i need!!! 
I like my job for now, i got the most easy tasking for the first day, so whats next??

Cheers~

Sunday, May 29, 2011

internship

Sem break officially end, and a new sem start!
A little bit nervous :(
The first time no need to back kampar, and the first time working outside ^.^

My very first working experience will be start soon and tomorrow it is!
Wish me luck and i think i will do my best to learn and make the job right!
Today i paid my visit to the company.
Its surround with all the foreigner and very high standard lifestyle.
Not used to it, cause i have no money to spend at there and i speak broken english only T.T
Hopefullly nothing bad happen tomorrow ^.^
Wish me luck!

I have to go to sleep, or else i will be late for tomorrow work~~
Nite, update tomorrow~~

Friday, May 27, 2011

My new toys

My new toy recently!!

1.Soft clay
Bought this within two week but have no idea with what to do with this.
Planning to make some key chain or ear ring for friends birthday present and also coming Christmas. *I know Christmas still long time to wait, but i have no time for D.I.Y.*
Will try out very soon *although my sem break almost finish*, once i get all those material for key chain. Planning to D.I.Y the material as well if really cant find!

The pure white Camera i had try to make. 
But sad! No key chain T.T 

2. Diamond.
Bought it online few days ago, and get it this morning :)
What to do with it?? Erm, bling up my lens case for 1st try. XD
And also it can bling file as well...
Going to D.I.Y a notebook for friend's birthday and the diamond can bling her name ;)

Make some doll after buy the cotton.
I LOVE D.I.Y!!

Purely hand make and own design. 
See it soon after finishing~~~

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

“分手”快乐

心,已经彻底的死了。
我,不会在希望遇见你了。
已经做了我该做的事。。。

我,在此和你们道歉。
这几天我希望和你们和好。
可是,现在也不希望了。
我,已经和你们说了也道歉了。
只是你们没有回应。
就这样吧。
我们“分手”吧。

我,不需要你们的同情。
我,更不需要你们的怜悯。
我,不会再做任何傻事。
包括做回你们的朋友等。
不会再打扰你们了。

我,不值得你们的眼泪。
我,不会再为你们掉一滴眼泪。
你们,也不会再有机会伤我了。
就这样吧。
我们各走各路。
互不相干。
就这样吧。
我们“分手”吧。。。

Monday, May 23, 2011

Pulau Redang

Gonna update the blog soon with redang trip, but no under water picture this time...
Cause busying jaga student^.^ good experience diving with new learner...
Hahaha....
Stay tuned!!!


Pulau Redang.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

My day

My day is full of activity.
Thanks to my beloved and precious friends accompany, with no stranger JingJing and Carmen.
I arrived on Wednesday, check out at kampar and drive back to KL.
Its already 4something when reach home. Take a short nap and went out dinner with dad and mum.


The next day- Thursday 
Went out with besties, JingJing, she is so boring about her sem break!
Keep finding people for outing, and im one of the 'victim'.
Pull me out by not giving me the chance of resting T.T 'pity'
We met at Midvalley which convenience us to take KTM ^.^
We didnt plan to do anything, but we had our lunch or we called it tea time at sushi king
=.=''' bored with sushi king, i have it 3times for that week T.T
But Sunway and Midvalley branch is nicer than others. 
After all, we watch 'Priest'. Nice movie, but abit short... It will have part two i think~~
Ohya~ before that, i watch 'SERU' in ipoh jusco with sister on tuesday night. ^.^
My first ever malay movie. Just found out thier trailer and advertisement is totally different with Chinese movie. For Malay movie, they will only have Malay trailer, but Chinese movie, they will have English, Chinese trailer. ^.^ FUN

Friday.
The very first date was given to JingJing and Carmen.
Suddenly, bf told me that he will join us for that day~~
So, we went to Berjaya Time Square for this time. 
And we have our movie 'Thor'.
Interesting story. Love the muscle man^.^

Saturday,
have the pure dating with only bf.
No other people, but just both of us.
Again, Midvalley is our chooice. *Like KL no more interesting place hang out??*
Actually there do have alot of places, but Midvalley more convenience. *got KTM and near that fella who dont know KL way*
No movie anymore, but singing k at red box....
Apply the membership card which cost RM50 T.T
Honestly, personally recommend Neway than Redbox or Green box~~
Atleast Neway easy to find *available in 1u(near my house) and Time Square* and their food/ buffet nicer ^.^
Total we spent.... T.T RM92++ costly~~~

Sunday,
having my pool training at cheras.
Im taking Diving course at advance level and rescue.
Will be having exam soon by tomorrow T.T *wish me luck*
Then the whole day, very very tired, cause very very long time didnt exercise... 

Monday, 
Accompany my dad to met his boss, but he drop me at The Mines for waiting.
And i do nothing cause i was down that day.
Just sat on MCD and think about somethings...
After his meeting was following to buy equipment for diving on redang trip * 18-22 may*
Buying all the stuff and have our lunch at Ampang yong tao fu ^.^ nice 1~~
Then he drop me at Time Square to wait for mum pick me up T.T
Pity me~ thats only 1pm and i have to wait another 5hour.
so.... movie again~~~
This time is 'Fast Furious 5'.
I didnt watch the previous 1, but this is not bad too. Like the scene of they rob the money and kill the person.
And also the scene of driving~~ Muscle man available in this movie too~~ seriously fall in love with muscle man and those handsome guy ~~~ <3 :P
That was my 1st time visit the 'Maxx' Cinema at floor 10. 
The big screen 1~ real big! couldnt manage to take picture T.T but i will remember i watch movie in this cinema before XD

Tuesday,
Follow Mum go to work.
Before that, we have our breakfast at KFC ^.^
Nice Cheessy egg bun! I like the most... Is just cheessyyyyyyyy~ 
Then went to 1u for buying swimming suit. 
Meet alot of friends there. 
PR coursemate, besties, and those secondary school friends.
I wouldnt wear nice, very ugly appearence... please forgive me~~

My sem break is full of activity. 
Non-stop since i back from kampar.
And i believe, it will have more and more....
The next which is start from tomorrow wednesday, i will be going to redang for test!
18-22may~~ Not available in KL
And the next appointment is untill next monday only~~
Who going to date me out? Or my target to bring out??
Just give me a call, if wanna meet me up~~ 

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

My heart


My heart, break into a piece.
You can just easily broke it, but it wont cover back.
No matter how hard you trying to heal, it is still a scar there. 
Its being hurt, and the heart not easily put its care on you anymore. 
NO MORE!
Just let me quit, Im third between you two.
I dont have those memorable time with you guys,
I dont share everything and know everything about you two.
Just stop this triangle relationship.
Im just 'extra' to you guys.
Im being left behind.


Wednesday, May 11, 2011

A 100 years old women

End of april I was follow my dad and grandma to visit my great-granny.
She is my grandma's mother. So she is known as my great-granny.
How old is she?? As the tittle above! This year is her 100 years old birthday.
Although she cant sit / stand/ walk, she is a great joker, and she is look healthy as well.
Im glad that i can meet her for this year, unfortunately she cant remember who am i. *although she never remember me* 
It have been long time for the last visiting, i think it could be 2 or 3 years ago.
I still remember last time visit her in the nursing home, but now she move back to the place she stay last time. Which is PJ area. 

My great-granny 

When my grandma and dad trying to let her know her daughter and grandson together with me visiting her that time, my tear inside my eye is preparing to come out. 
She cant remember anyone of us. 
Last time she used to speak in Hakka, but now only speak in Cantonese and Malay. *maybe she communicate with nurse more than us* 
I was surprise when know she did not speak in Hakka. I dont understand Hakka and very seldom talk to her last time. 
But now i dont think i able to communicate with her. I cant listen what she spoke but definitely better than she spoke Hakka.  
And i did mention above, she is a great joker~
Yes, she did!
My father trying to ask her age and she able to answer my dad that she only 20++ for this year.
*and we all laugh, including herself*
Continually asking the same question, we got different answer. Everytimes added 10+ years old.
When we telling her this year gonna be soon she achieve 100 years old, she told us that...
"where got so old?? Im still young la~~"
HAHAHAHAHA
Great-granny win! 

I got try to talk to her!
I telling her that my dad is her grandson. And grandma is her daughter.
She reply me this>>
"your son ah?? *pointing my dad* =.=''' then turn to my grandma
'*pointing grandma and asking me* who is this??'
i answer, your daughter, my grandma.
"your daughter ah??'
Faint @.@ 
Should i be happy or sad?? Do i look that old??
Which older than my dad and grandma??

Grandma

And here she is my grandma...
Also, gonna 70 for this year if not mistaken.
She still in healthy condition.
Wishing both of you, stay healthy always. 

I wish i able to celebrate your birthday every year and visiting you often!
~Love~

Happy mother's day to everyone~~
Mama Cheers~

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Packing

Finally!!!
Yup, is finally finish my exam la~~~
Although finish exam earlier than others, no money and besties still in exam making me very boring staying in Kampar hostel alone. T.T 
No activity??
Yes, i got! Which is~~~~~Packing stuff to move back KL.
Sound like im graduate soon? But im not! Just going back for the internship :) and will be coming back to Kampar 4 month later T.T what a sad @.@
For today, i have a bad news. 


I failed atleast one subject for this semester.
Although result havent come out yet, the lecturer told us today when we went to office.
I planning to have a Y4S1 life. So how ya? Would i face alot of problem??
Hopefully not! Quite emo for today even though i just finish my exam. 
Because of this news, i have been down for a day >.<''' *and it should be stop now*
No choice, just accepting the fact.

Instead of keep thinking the problem will facing inY4s1, better i enjoy my holiday 1st and be looking forward with my internship. 
Im so excited about the INTERNSHIP!!!! 
Anyone can tell me what to do on 1st day working?? Or any recommendation and comment for me??
Abit nervous and alot of excitement XD
Just looking for it!



GoodBye my single room lifestyle in Kampar~


Sunday, May 8, 2011

Last paper

Wuhoo~~~ 
Tomorrow is my last paper of y2s3.
Abit 'mm seh tak'...
So fast the end of the sem and soon gonna start my internship ^.^
Internship internship internship~~~
Looking forward for that...
But...before intern, what else most important??

Is HOLIDAY!!!
wahahahahaXD
Ho...ho....ho....liday~~~
HOLIDAY leh~~~
Trip?? Hopefully still got enough budget to go anywhere....
Ya, Im BROKE! after returning money to some one...
Is OFFICIALLY BROKE.
And time to save more and more to get a new phone again T.T

Wee~~is ok for poor guy like me!
I will still looking forward with my holiday soon,
even i have not enough money to go travel~~
HA!

And now~~~
STUDY first!!
 




Thursday, May 5, 2011

Noob

CRM has just gone. The very first time i dont know what is the question about! The first time my exam paper so plain an white! I was totally no idea what im writing in the exam paper. But im for sure is, im gonna repeat this subject. No choice~~ Im Noob!


What else i am?? Nothing just continue study for tomorrow paper Comm Theory! Another fail will be...

Screw CRM!

Few more hour, i will be sitting for my CRM exam. CRM stand for Communication Research Method.
It is not a hard subject for me, cause basically it is about knowledge about RESEARCH, and teaching the method of conducting a research. Is definately not a hard subject but it took me 4 credit hour which will seriously affect the CGPA if score not well. 
But this is the 1st time feeling so helpless and down because of this subject. Seen like alot of thing havent read and memorize *usually i dont memorize, cause im not that good in being a computer* and when see back the note, is it damn hard to understand the term!!! I already did the very best to understand and trying to let myself feeling comfortable. If i really fail for this subject, i have nothing to say cause i already try my very best to score. 



CRM, screw you!!!! 



Sunday, May 1, 2011

MayDay

MayDay always my idol of rock star. Their song is just nice and meaningful. In this started of May, i shall begin my day with their song in every single minute that reminding me i should grow in my way. :)


五月天 - 知足

知足常乐,这是从小婆婆教导我们的方法。就算是现在,以成了爸爸妈妈的口头衔,已经进脑了,可是我还是不知足!因为我有我的梦想,我有我要求!人因梦想而伟大,追求梦想完成人生。
Be glad with what you have now, cherish and thankful always. 

你以为你快乐?然而,你不是真正的快乐。。。
I shouldn't post this 'sound like' emo song in this early morning of the started May, but i really love this song and no idea why. Sometimes it really always questioning myself about the statement and think about it. And result always can make me cry loud. And will have feeling comfortable with. Just do always ask yourself with that question, and you will find out the answer.

如果说了后悔,是不是一切就能倒退?我不能了解,也不想了解。 我好想好想飞,逃离这个疯狂世界。那么多苦,那么多累,那么多莫名的泪水。我好想好想飞!如果是你,发现了我,也别将我挽回。。。

我就是我自己的神,在我活的地方!就算失望,不能绝望!! 加油~
even though dont know what is the next destination and it might disappoint you next, but hold it tight and not giving up! Hopes always there...

Another no reasoning loving this song <3 

等待后面是等待,然后咬紧了牙关,等待更多地等待。
No matter how, dont give up~~~


Today is Labour Day >> Public Holiday, but no choice its not my holiday... Continue study for the coming exam >.<'''
*Kindly click on the link to see their Music Video*