爱很简单

爱很简单吗？

这是你一直都在告诉我的。

爱本来就很简单，

两个人开开心心幸幸福福就好。

昨天，

你我都混乱了。

我们都哭了！

我以为，只要相爱就好了

我以为，我不去想很多问题就不会出现

我以为，我以为。。。

我一直的以为。。。

却换来我们现在的混乱！

你不清楚我要什么，

我也不清楚你要什么。

朋友的一句关心，

我们才发觉我们的爱不简单。

你问了我很多问题，

可是

我都没回答你。

反而跟你说了伤人的话。

我真的很对不起你，

我不该让你猜测我的心。

昨天的情景，

我无法忘记。

对不起，我爱你

偏心

Gender discrimination still among all of us!!! And i hate it! Girls always discriminate by the world. Why??  Why they does this to us? Can you change your mind? Girls are no longer stupid, they have power, they have knowledge, some even they can handle problem by themselve. Why you are always look us down? Im here to telling this because it happen in my family too. 

I have a brother. Im the youngest. Im trying to ignore my grandma, parents view about us*me and my oldest sister*. They always think that, girls should be staying at house and do the house keeping. * Yes, i admit* But the parent told us "we need to separate the work because it is everyone's responsibility in the house" and at last you break the words!!! You always keep complaining us not doing the house work. Did you think of our feeling?? We did all in the morning, but you still can find a single mistake and complain. And compare us with the brother. I know Im not smart as brother. But i still have my way of thinking. I have my own way to go. I know what should i do. 

Last friday, i was really very tired from working. Since my holiday start, i follow my mum to go to the office to help her without asking any salary.* i know its my responsibility to help out, i know she is very tired and suffering with the office stuff too* I did everything i able to do. But your 'good' son, what he do for you after his graduation? I was there! He expert in mathematic subject, he is a economic student! My mum office facing the accounting problem. We cant hire a suitable account clerk, to handle the bank, payment stuff. So i do help her when i in holiday. *it seem easy for me, at least i have the basic knowledge* But last friday im so so so so disappointed~ I help her for 3 weeks, but cant gain any new perception from the parent. He at the office just for 3 minute, but he win everythings. My mum just can only feel that her good son is helping her but not me. Im going back to kampar soon, but she say nothing to me. She thanks to the brother. It happen to my sister too. Have you ever think that who giving you support when you down? When you in the worst situation, who is the first come out for help? Who giving you money to spend when your bank is empty?

Brother promised to handle the account stuff but he required RM2000 for salary, and he not need to stay at the office. Who you think who you are? You are her children!!! Is your responsible to help, not to ask! Shameful with your act. Some more she is your mother, not your maid. Dont ever show your anger to her.*i know i did this too, but you really terrible*.

For mum, if you think your son is so great. Then never complain infront of me. Never ask my help when you in trouble. Im not angry you because you'r not paying me or what, but what i need is just a sentence "thank you". Thats all!!! And well you always said you'r equally treating three of us, but actually you are not. I sense it. You are same with grandma, like boys over girls~~~

Never compare me with brother, because im not him!!!!

Sad~

Sad!!! Is really sad to hear that many of my friends fail in last semester. Yesterday was the result release date. And everyone busy checking the result and make the website hang finally. So most of us check our result today or this morning. How is my result??? I could say, better quality if you pay higher. I deserve it. Not very good, a little improvement, all pass......

I doesnt like walking alone without friends by my side. I strongly hope we can walk together, discuss together, assignment, play, eat, spend our time to ge together and the most important we can graduate together. I doesnt hope that anyone of my friends or  me left behind and everyone walk fast and far. This is really sad that heard they are going to quit study and go into the society.

The most spoil my mood is my papa in kampar saying that he will not going back to the uni. Because he failed one subject. Basically i am almost same course with him, he is my senior. After phone him, im totally low confident again. No confident to score higher. No confident to face those subject that he failed. He talk to me, and decided to step out the world. He is serious.*i hope he is not* Suddenly so pointless. No energy.

Im now so worry about my future. How can i go through after this? How can i get better result? How can i achieve the target? How can i not worry? How can i graduate without you? You really left me??*i hope that is not* Please tell me all is a joke...

Yes, im talking to you, you guys know who you are! My BFF, family, coursemate.... Im really cant walk alone

New look for handphone and MP3

Last time my phone was full of diamond-fake one. Its actually cost me RM80++ and end up i change back the out look to original model- K618i sony ericsson.  Is look so nice when you take out your phone and bling bling shine shine infront of people, but i didnt take good care of it and make it spoil*look dirty*, so decided to change back to original looking.

But now, i and the sister shopping at Mid Valley last week and found this>>>>>>>>>

Tata~the sticket we bought from Mid Valley

I bought two design, so that u can stick it wherever you want. So i stick at my phone and mp3.

Satisfy with the new look of my phone and mp3^^hehe...

And showing off my nail art again!!! haha...

Its actually affortable. It only RM 5.60 for two pieces. You can choose the design you like. It quite big size, like the half of A4 paper. Its not only stick at phone but also laptop, book camera and so on. Depand on you how you going to decorate it~^^ Enjoy D.I.Y

Nail decor

Tahta~ my nail art deco... Finally i know why my sister like nail art. This is because once you finish make up your nail with beauty deco, your mood will officially happy. And i experienced it now~ I love it very very much...

Jiang jiang~~ my left hand...

Jiang jiang~~ my right hand...

This is my second time do nail art deco. The first is when sunway lagoon time, and i fall in love with it ald^^

I used blue colour as base which brought from Natural Republic at Time Square.

And the flower all that is brought from Etude House and Yokoso Japan.

I may try out the others design so that make myself look pretty...

Friends, come and join me ba~hehe^^

My drawing

First, i thought i wanna to draw a complete Family Photo for my darling DESTENIE due to she didnt follow us to the sunway lagoon trip and take photo with our dearest family member, kennie,min and me. Is really vey hard for me to draw human. Im not interested in drawing. thats one of the reason i didnt choose Advertising as my degree course... So dont laugh at my drawing please but do give some comment.haha...

Yes, im follow the picture and drew a new one, but end up just only me and the papa, cause min is too hard to draw it. And i decide to give up. Sorry my dearest, cant give u a complete family picture.

Did you know, i show this outcome to my parent and ask them 'cantik tak?' They say nothing and show me their expression. And i know the answer!!! Really that worst meh??? i think not bad already, because im not professional. Atleast i can drawthe hair~wahahaXD

Then come out with the second thought, which is draw a new one base on our characteristic. I wanna draw a cute one but fail also. Here is the second picture.

From left: kennie, me, min and des.

Is not cute at all. Bad drawing, i would never draw again beside assignment. T.T I hate drawing but love it as well because sometimes can see through the deepness feeling of yourself. And drawing can actually make me think and enjoy my day.

Lomography

Showing the second lomography by my sister- Amy. All picture copy right ya~hehe^^

All pictures are without editing. Original from my sister lomography. Location is Cameron highland and the first picture is in Petaling street. Compare with my sister photo skill, i really need alot alot alot of improvement...

We love lomography, how about you???

Sunway- The picture

The photo we took on monday trip at sunway pyramid after our lagoon gaming time~

The family photo, top-min left papa and me

Rex and min min at lagoon

He and she at McD

Another of us...

Group photo

7 of us. Top-kok soon,rex, min and me

Bottom left-papa*kennie*, jye and okzai

UTAR student- our year 1 trip

Horay~

Jye and me...

All the photo take by Fujifilm instax mini 7s

Its really awesome camera~ fast fast onw 1 laXD

520

The memorable day for me and him. We start our relationship in this semester. We know each other in year 2009 May intake. But we both are friends. I dont know what make me fall in love with him, and he also dont know why love me^^ Yes, we both stupid get together.

Honestly, im not serious in this relationship at the start. Becuase i know he is not my dream man. He is a bad guy for his first impression.  But at last i love him. Not because of his out looking, but his inner beauty. He treat his friends well. Treat me as well. When i got trouble, he will immediate appreate for me. When i cry, he is the one by my side *less crying infront of my DDF- Des and Min*. Maybe this is the reason make me fall in love with him.

He do much more care about me. He sacrifice and slowly make change but he dont realize. I know all he did, i really appreaciate him. I love him deeply. Im getting serious in this relationship. You are the one make me serious in a relationship. I love you~ 520

Sunway- with happiness

Outing with happiness with my gang of kampar friends. But Darling Destenie not following usT.T. So this trip only 7 of us *min and her boy boy, me, kennie, jye,okzai,kok soon*, but also got alot of fun. We go sunway lagoon this sememster break. I have spend alot of money. But it doesnt matter, cause as long as we got FUN. Oops... We didnt take much photo for this trip cause i didnt bring digital camera, but i brought instant camera. ^^ *scanner got abit of problem, photo will be upload soon*

Monday we went to sunway lagoon. We promised to meet there at 10am, but all of us late untill 12pm only get in to the theme park*wasted time* I very long time ago didnt go to sunway lagoon so still thought the price is cheap but that day go and have a look on it...Waaa~so expensive already!!! They only provide 2 choices that is either All Park or only 3 park. All park for mycard(malaysian) is RM75 and 3 park is RM60. I prefer to take 3 park is more that enough. Cause its not all game are can play unlimited entrance. Some like paint ball, flying fox and others may need to pay extra money. Any other information click click SUNWAY .
Travelling tips: Ask before Act

After all done buying ticket we straight go in to fitting room to change our clothe, and start our day~wuhoo... We met a canadian couple in the theme park. Due to the reason, the wife are not going to play with the husband so the husband join us to get in pair to play those games. Before that, the canadian was found jye to pair with him, but jye scare of him and actually we cant communicate with him. *dont know is our language problem or he cant understand english, but for the whole conversation, we are 'chicken talk with duck'. LaughXD


We spent alot of time Q up, and waiting each other so we play untill 6pm something then go to bath and have our lunch+dinner at pyramid^^ wee...McD always is our choice. If Des with us that is more prefect cause our name are MCD~ Tot we can skating after our meal. But we are running out of time, 1.we need to take train go back to my house 2. We are broke 3. We spent time to camwhole *favorite activity* So skating wait for another sem break...Pity all of us, study so far. If UTAR at KL will be more good, so that we can hang out there always!!!

The other day, which is tuesday we go 'through' alot of places. From kl sentral to time square to sg. wang, from sg. wang to lot 10, and have our brunch and last went to pavilion just for a movie. Can you imaging we take so many train and walk through all shopping center is just for a movie??? haha... we did that. Because kok soon said want t pavilion so i bring them there. Have our lunch at Lot 10-十号胡同. The food there quite nice. One of the stall is from my friend's family which is selling beef noodle, is famous but i didnt order cause i paiseh^^ you can have a try and share with us about the taste~

Pavilion is really a nice place to shop, but i really out of money. So will shop after i got money. ^^ Have a movie show there- Nightmare. Not scary but disgusting. Geli man~ haha... but i didnt get nightmare on that day wei~horay...

I always love kl so much, cause can have alot of fun here~
Dont wait anymore, come now and feel the fun!!!XD

Dickson's show again

This time, Dickson no longer is a director but is an actor. He is one of the actor of the theater show- Pilgrims and A Loser 游西买车~siao.....

Dickson is an experienced actor in this field. He is a student graduate from University Malaya, Performing Art. After his graduation, he then work at FM 988 as a Creative Executive. Alot of performing experienced earnd from , , <等爱> and alot more.

The director of this movie

Pilgrims and A Loser is two short story written by Ma Shen, Taiwanese. The director for this movie is Kimmy Kiew, the KLPAC's Resident Director with Women of Silk River. The story line of Piligrims and A Loser are as below: Click for synopsis

My Lomograph

Finally i get back my  lomograph, since i capture from the Tenggol Trip. Did i told you how many camera i brought for the trip? The answer is 3. Yup, i carry 3 camera and play around with. 2digital camera and one lomo.*wao~* But not very satisfied with the picture i capture yet I still need alot of improvement. Show you guys the lomography i have.

Those picture are without edit in computer.

All is capture from lomo camera. Not digital

I like this photo. Got the feeling, but dont know how to discribe

At the resort there, 7am in the morning checking out.

Waiting the groupmate. She cant wake up that time~XD

On the way to have our breakfast. Yes, this capture inside the car and while moving.

Terengganu is a nice place for photograph

The junction

The girl

Jetty

I like lomography

Actually i like to take photo og myself and others

The Tenggol trip actually got alot of nice places to shoot around but that time i lack of photographer and modelT.T so next time i sure will go with a gang that love to take photo. Taking photo is one of my hobby but unfortunately i not even own a camera, those camera are my father and sister. Planning to buy one DSLR but is too expensive and havent get permission from 'kastam',papa. 

Lomograph can have alot of fun. It can  snapshoot anything you like. Its using film but not memory card. So there is no take two. Lomo got alot of pattern. So you can click for it to have a look: LOMO Lomography is one of the trendy things nowadays. So quickly get one to make sure you are on top of the trend. I like Lomo~ How about you???