累了，就休息吧。。。

哭了，真的哭了。

可是，有谁在乎呢？

他，不再安慰我，我想也是时候独立了。

女人爱哭，男人也爱哭。

只是彼此的方式不同。

女人哭的时候身边会有至少一个人

男人哭的时候决不会让您知道。

我的身边虽然没有他，也没有知朋良友

可是

我还有我亲爱的小枕头，让我毫无保留的哭。

伤心，不能太久，

毕竟我们都还要读书做功课。

别在逃课咯。

我们可是付了钱。

昂贵的学费，千万别浪费掉。

累了就休息，

休息够了再跑吧！！！

Sharing

Just pass up my assignment 1 for multimedia tools subject. Alot of people asked :" you're not studying PR(public relations) meh?? How come need to learn drawing stuff??" And i will answer :" Yes, im PR student. We major in PR minor in advertising. We, the PR are superman...Need to learn and study alot of things!!!"

And here we go, this is my 1st design for the assignment! Is about a wallpaper with retro design. I know this is not retro enough and somemore need to include a alien in assignment 2.

So, when i first show this to the tutor. I expect she give me some respond. But she didnt!!! She comment on it, and i strongly felt dissappointed and up sad. But i never give up. *Halo~ my first time drawing with illustrator wo, what you expect?? if i can draw well i wont study PR la, who know PR also need to draw jek??* Of course i satisfy with my design *paiseh* ^^hehe

Okay la, i admit not enough good!!! I mean really bad...

Lastly i decide to design a new retro wallpaper without consider the alien. And here is it!! Now im totally suffering about the alien, cause i dont know where to put and what will the colour is. This design is done before the day we hand up. So very 'chin chai' design and no theme for this also. Abit disappointed about this semester assignment. I already give up 2 individual assignment for this subject, i need to pay more hard work on the coming assignment le. T.T sadly ah~

Do give me some comment to make improvement!!! Thanks~

oh my god~

Oh my god, im going to bankrupt soon!!!

Today i just make my payment at UTAR financial department. Seeing my money fly away from my wallet. *heart bleeding*. Study is not an easy job. You need to pay for the high tution fees, rental, assignment, groupmate, daily expenses, facing lecturer, prepare for final and so on. My tution fees for this semester is the highest among all the year. Cost me RM5109 ah, yam gong~ *but i believe most of the utarian facing this amount or highest than mine, so i should be thankful^^*

After paid the fees, went to library to wait for another class at 1pm. Is heavily rain in kampar again. Weee~*sejuknya* but inside the lecture hall also very cold, and usually once i wear my jacket i will fall in sleep cause too warm already XD. OOh ya, before i and my friends go for the class we went to cafeteria bought some snack and it cost me RM3 again. Im wondering when cadbury mark up its price?? Usually is RM2.50 only T.T sadly, i get cheat by the cafeteria!!!

Haizzz.... some more just now went for the steamboat RM20, gone!!! Im going to bankrupt!!! Someone sponsor me le~please...
Even we study at utar, but our expenses are quite hight! LOL XD

我是故意的

最近的情绪不稳定，是因为。。。

故意不理你。
故意不睬你。
故意不找你。
故意不烦你。
故意生气你。
故意忽略你。

我想
一个人的生活，
一个人的烦恼，
一个人的孤单，
一个人的快乐，
一个人的伤心，
一个人。。。
 
可是我发现，
我不能！
 
我不能不
想你，
疼你，
烦你，
理你，
睬你，
爱你。。。
 
不要不爱我 T.T

KaKa handmade art market

So the other day i was in KL, i went out with sister and her gang to support her best friends in University-Dickson. I do mention about him few times in my blog. He really is an awesome person. He take part in alot of TV's screen, stage performance and lot of creative stuff. This time, he was invited to join the KaKa exhibition in pudu-shaw parade, with his creative brooch.

That day, alot of awesome people are there with their original handmade stuff. Thats not just a exhibition but also selling and make their order there. Oops...Ya, you can make your own design and ask them do for you. All the stuff are handmade and D.I.Y by themself. Cool isn't it?

The crownd. All busying with the business.

The main theme of that day is childhood with recycle. So in the main entrance, they put a box to let the guest/ children draw or sign there. Alot of meaningful words/ drawing from the young children. Drawing can let us more understand about them. 

The selling of the picture for fund raising. Nice photo but i didnt buy^^

The person who selling this said : "is to 'listen' the words from the tree." Which mean the wonderful / great side of the tree. *Earth Lover*

Jiang jiang jiang jiang....

The dickson's booth. His handmade brooch.

Creative isn't it??? Like his arts works alot.

He can make everything old turn new.

My personal favorite. Like blue

Like pink as well.

If i got time, i will make some for myself or friends as well.

The other exhibition about the arts.

Use pencil to make this.

Colour painting.

Performing arts by the 'sin ji yuan' college.

This awesome!!!!

Made up by the solf clay. I like it so so much, but little expensive.

Soft clay as well. The arts work very tiny and creative.

I did this last time, but not nice as this.

Using stocking to make a doll.

Cute and nice. Can make your order from website and phone call.

She will make according to your order and wish.

The short interview from all the booth boss. Can you spot where is dickson???

Tata... That's he!!

Glad that have a friends like him. He make all of us pround. Hope he will continue his arts works till the end of his life. Jia you dickson!!!

Ooppss....story not end yet~ The Kaka exhibition will be organize every first week of the month at pudu,shaw parade's concourse. The main organiser of this event is Purple Cane Group. For more information click.

Mayday concert

The late Mayday's concert in Malaysia last saturday (05/06/10) at Bukit Jalil.

The night is awesome, they came to Malaysia few times and i never miss out one of their show, except those show far from kl. ^^lol...

Their 1st show in Malaysia is year 2006 and that was my first time fall in love with them. I went to their concert because of my sister, she bring me there but i pay myself. That time we bought rock zone ticket RM300, we not dare to tell our father about the price but that was my very very first expensive ticket *worth*. After that concert i totally mad with MAYDAY. Always pray hard for their next coming show.

So this time, we bought rock zone ticket too. The place is middle of the stage, which mean we are surround by the stage. Very front and near  MAYDAY. LOL...

Below are the picture of the concert:

The crowd in rock zone while waiting for the show, all sitting on the floor.

The show start at 8pm. This is Malaysian group, one of the guest of the night

Not very welcome by the fans of mayday. When they singing, all the people are boo-ing them.

The honour guest of the day. Ding Dang

The show party start!!! here is stone

He again, the guitarist

The singer of the group. Ah shin

Stone

He is monster... another guitarist too

Ah shin really look handsome. Actually i prefer looking him at tv or picture because you will find out his make up actually quite heavy if you near him.

The transformer brought from taiwan to Malaysia.

*welcome-ing, awesome stage*

All busy capture-ing the transformer

Ah shin *cool man*

Stone like to play guitar and enjoy the fan screaming at him.

The drumer. Yan Ming.

See him again. He look nice when he concerntrate on his guitar.

Actually another member i miss out to photo. That is Ma Sha. The bassist.

He is my favorite member in the group. Because he look cute and handsome of course. ^^

Thanks to mayday bring us an awesome party. Thats not a show but a party. Another 10 year i will be with you guys again at the stage. See yoou guys next time^^Great party, Great show....

The Great Dinner

Have so much fun with a gang of boy in kampar KFC. Dont know how we can link our delicious dinner to the shit. Yes, our whole dinner topic is talking about SHIT. And i totally no mood to have KFC anymore.

But is really fun dinner with them! Thanks to Teck weei to fetch us go to KFC at oldtown, CK keep remind me of the shit, Jye started the topic and Okzai remain the silent.*but he after dinner so energintic to 'discuss' about the shit together with ck*

In the conclusion, we eating shit all the time and in the future because we decide give kfc a nickname as shit. Actually kfc is awesome food and delicious. Nothing offence toward kfc. We didnt mean kfc no good, but we just have fun when talking about kfc with shit^^ lol...

Do support KFC ya, although i prefer McD...

the problem

Do you realise my post getting lesser and lesser?? Im not busy with the study, but my mood of blogging totally off. For me, blog is express our own feeling and thought, sometimes maybe discussing some issue with friends. And maybe is a place that know more about others recent activities and more.

I appreciate my friends that support my blog. They know me through this blog, because i will express mine feeling, thought at here. I will share my knowledge*even i dont really have*, study, happiness, sadness with all of you. But i never think of my blog will have a great impact towards some of the people.

Im glad that i have him. But we dont usually look like a couple *thats our way of love*. He know me well *as i know* but i totally dont know what he want. I told him everythings so sometimes he get hurt and me as well. Is really difficult to tell him certain things. Im poor in explaining, and lack of talking skill. *i know is really suck for a PR student* but i really stupid. I cant handle things well as well. I know he will be checking my blog all the time just to understand me more. Thats the reason my post getting lesser. Sometimes, i thought this is just my little world. But my word hurt him. I need to care about his feeling. We got arguement all the time *all the time we together* at last dont know how to settle.

Our heart getting far, i dont know how to face him after that day we confront. But he look like nothing happen before.* i hope i can forget all the sadness we had* I can feel it... He is the one make me tear non-stop. And he is the one make me laugh after the cry. Maybe im too concerntrate on his feeling, that make us in this kind of trouble. Everytimes i spoke, i wrote sure both of us will cry loundly and tear non-stop. Im trying to update my blog, but i dont know who i can speak with. Blog is one of the best place let me to express myself. And here is the one place he find myself. T.T

I know he will be reading this as well, but this is the last post with this kind of sadness.
Sorry, Jye... 

Shit

The very noob KTMB system is now in malaysia. Tell you what? Im now suppose in kampar, but the KTMB brought me here at kl one more day. I planning to get back to kampar this morning,930am. But the idiot system jam, so i have to cancel my class and stay at kl, going back to kampar tomorrow morning 550am train to rush back for the class.

I had wait for 2 hours train, but it still havent come. So i decide to ask my parent fetch me home. For the backpacker, if you planning to go certain city by train in malaysia better make a proper consideration. Sometimes KTMB is not a good choice, it will delay and delay and delay, the poor services they provided and their term and condition are problematic. KTMB is different with others country's train although both called shuttle.

What i trying to say is, the train is wasting my time but i have no choice because i only know that is the only way for me to get back to kampar study. So if you got choice please dont choose KTMB and plan your day travel with KTM. It may cost you alot of time and troublesome you.... Thats all, your choice to make the right decision~~

skip class ==''

I totally dislike today!!!
Well this is my year 2 sem 1, first week of study. But i already skiped 2 classes within this 3 days. I doesn't mind to skip lecture class, cause basically my friends will sign for me*but this not the main point*. But i dislike the feel of skipping tutorial class. It is really worst feeling i got today!!!

I woke up at 7am cause i want to take the 830am bus. So that i wake up 1 hour earlier to get prepare and not to skip the class. Basically i arrived bus stop 10min earlier. But i still cant see the bus, so i decide to wait there instead of calling someone to fetch. 1hour pass~~ Started off many of people. Then the bus come....FINALLY!!!! But there is too many people. I cant even get near the bus, and it is full again ==''' Its mean, im either late for the class or absent for the class. I heard someone saying that..."why utar so suck, no bus after 1030am??" what?? no bus?? i have to skip my class?? Yes, and i did. Although this not my first time skipping the class, i feeling not good cause i dont know who is my classmate or groupmate for this subject. And i scare of the tutor. who is that fella teaching me in this subject? Is he or she? Are he or she 'ganas'??  I totally dislike this feeling, it make me down again!!!!!