失而复得

失而复得的感觉很好。

最经，我竟然联络回我失散多年的小学朋友真的很开心~

网络真的很厉害，尤其是 Facebook!

一个小学同学创一页， 竟然可以一传十，十传百的link 到我身上来 ^.^

那种失而复得的感觉真的很开心。
一次过找到了很多失散多年的朋友，
我想，聚会一定少不了。。。

期待那一天的来临^.^
带我完成我的报告，我会一一的赴约~~

The Words~

Got some idea from Ex-Colleague.

I used to talk with him when lunch together. 

He taught me alot.

And i learn alot from him.

Today suddenly pop up an idea.

The world is all related to money.

The reality world.

We were been taught to earn money since young.

But what is the purpose of yours to being working so hard/ living so hard??

Money? 

You work because of money or because of your interest?

I ask that guy.... *Since he always chat with me this topic since we lunch together.*

Will you find a job that you like but low salary or find a high salary with no interest with it?

I love his words.

Actually those words he said,is mention by someone before.

Just that i easy forget...

His words just remind me, 

dont take it as a job, just do whatever you want.

I would say, change attitude, change mind would be better~~

I know what im going to do afterward.

This intern gain alot and lose alot.

This is my life, my "war"

count down for intern- 2 and half days to go

Time please fly fast for this week!

And go slow for the others weeks!

I wanna leave this company as soon as possible!

2 and half days to go!!

Go Go Go~~

一个世纪

一个世纪 = 一百年

有多少个可以活到一百岁？

太婆撑到了！
星期六，刚刚好是她的一百岁生日。
遗憾，我们却未能和她庆生。

一百岁，
原来，她活了酱久。
可是，日子却没有好过。

虽然无疾病，
可是却不能像往常的走动。

看见她躺在床上，
不能自由的移动身体，
不能吃别的食物，
就算吃，也只能切得碎碎的。
心，酸了。
可是，开心的可以见到她，及听她的笑话.

从她以前讲的客家话，我听不懂。
到现在她讲的广东话，我还可以和她沟通。
何止？她还会说马来话呢。。。

去探望她的记忆还悠新。

现在，
看见她躺在棺木里，
心，酸了。
泪，流了。

开心，她脱苦了。
这一百年，辛苦了。

伤心，未和她庆生。
未能和她拍照留念四代同堂。

她，
儿孙满堂，
各各都孝子孝女。

我有股冲动，
想要抱着躺在棺木里的她。

在生时，
只能抓住她的手让她感觉到我们的存在。
只能抓住她的手让她感到温暖。
我，也因此可以感受到她的开心。

现在，
我只能在外的见她一眼。
不能碰，不能摸。

不是看不开，
只是不舍得。
有时候会想念。

我知道，人一出生就在倒数着，
明天的事没有人懂。

之前的过错，无法弥补。
现在除了珍惜还是珍惜。。。

人生没有很多个十年。
孝顺要趁早。

望太婆早登极乐。
下辈子别在受苦了。

太婆，我想您。。。

count down for intern- 6 days to go

Six Days to go!

I will be finishing my intern in 6 more days,

Some people mm sek de,

but for me....

i want it end quickily!!!!

Yesterday is a public holiday 

and i skipped a working day.

Tomorrow gonna go for diving exam,

gonna skip half working day.

Seem like this week very easy to passed? 

Well, i like this week, cause almost end and no need work.

Im Counting down,

How about you??

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17/08/11, Thursday

Was planning to play around with my camera at my house's garden.

but something happen unexpected.

My daddy cannot walk. 

Need people bring him up and bring him to clinic and hospital for doctor.

Me, Sister and Mum non-stop bring him here and there, is just to try a matter which can reduce his suffer.

He woke up at midnight, too pain!

Untill mom, come and wake up me and sister at 7am T.T

Haiz...

Hopefully he can get well soon~~~

count down for intern- 9 days to go

Words cant describe my feeling now~~

Too excited to leave, too sad to back uni life...

I prefer leave than back!

9 Days to go XD

I believe in fade

0000, is the last chance for you to call me....

I'm waiting and waiting and waiting......

2300, my phone didnt ring at all, and i couldnt stop calling you....

I wish it was not a voice mail, and is you taking with me on phone but not operator....

2345, i scare~ i really scare i and you will just end like this...

I message you but none of them reply...

2350, trying to contact you no matter what... 

Try to get your house number, but i failed....

2359, I give up on finding you...

But still staring at the phone.... Wish that my phone ring at this time and that is you...

But is not, it didnt ring at all

0000, i totally give up...I didnt cry, but just felt disappointed  why you dont call me...

I think we can still survive without each others~~

0001, I preparing to off my phone, as i spoke you will unable to call me after 12am....

Finally, it ringing~~ and it is you....

I never hesitate to pick up your call.... 

I tear non-stop.... I doest know is because of too happy or what~~

But i just couldnt stop tearing....

You told me you was on phone with Maybe,

and thanks DIGI limit every call for just 45minute...

Luckily Digi stop your line and you just realize i was keep finding and phone you...

You call me immediate when you saw the message i sent.

At that moment, i believe our fade have not end yet.

And this is our FADE!!!

Dont stop it~~~

Sweet memory

Blog this before i forget.

I realise i have short term memory lost, I couldnt remember what i blog and also what i speak.

When talk with my girls, i do realise i have no any idea of what i have spoke and blog. But they can remember for me. ^.^ What i can recall is just the time of my secondary life, stay together with them, and also nasional service. What about happen on my University times and fall in love with that noobiess?? Maybe i can say, i dont easy remember everythings, but i still can recall some of the fun time spent together with the lovely girls and guys~

Before i forget, I was dating with them last week XD

*Carmen*

*Rachel*

Before that was plan to have TAO, a japan buffet at Sunway Giza.

But always plan will change!

We end up went to sing k at 1U Neway ^.^ there also can have unlimited drinks and food, but is just for k Lunch session, salad buffet and drinks only.

I would said, im full after the K session, but our dear carmen not enough... So went to...

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Bar BQ plaza!

Awesome nice!

Ours dont know lunch or breakfast or dinner.

Nope i think is high tea XD

We visit here around 3pm, so is consider as high tea session.

What next?? I think our dating is all about food!

We next "dating" is Tutti Frutti.

Can you imagine? Our whole day time and money is just spent on food and drinks~

By the way, this is our dinner. Is 5pm something XD

What next??

Long time no see, we sure will fully utilize our time.

Beer,is our age needs~ XD

Dont know whats the bistro name.

But is somewhere else in Sunway Giza XD

CamWhole session

All is blur conditions, cause we didnt bring cameraXD

Well, is really nice to outing with you all~~

Love you guys, looking forward for this weekend XD

Proudly announce:

I Still Left 2 Weeks Time in This Company XD

congratz me please XD

就这样

渐渐的她们消失在我的生活里，

同样的我也在她们的生活圈里消失了。
看见我的“墙”没有了她们的踪影，有点不习惯。

最近有留意她们的动静，她们都过的很好。
可是，我知道有一个人永远报喜不报忧。
不希望她真的好像我所想的那样。
真的很希望她可以很快乐。
很快乐。。。

真的很久没聚在一起了。
不知道当我们碰面时会不会尴尬。

有件事，我还是很在意！
真的在意！
永远不会忘记~也放不下~
发生了，回不了头！

就这样吧。。。
完！

August

Finally! August arrived!

Yeah~ Im so waiting for it, but for what?? wahahaha~ Maybe you dont understand, but im really happy August have finally arrived. Because, im going to finish this horror internship at end of this month. What a happy moment?? I can't wait to escape it now. I know time will past fast, so i just wait for the moment of it. ^.^

Im so stress about intern, but i will release my stress with my way----------> DESSERT~ 

My look 'yakz', taste 'wao' tutti fruti XD

Like the most! 

Love frozen yogurt, especially this and the moo cow!

At the same day, went to genting for "Fok Lo Sou" concert with family. Ya, is just happening this week 30/7~

We reach there around 4pm something, so have alot of time to let us makan angin there.

And guess what?? Finally, I can enter CASINO! My dream place to visit. Hahahaha, is the only one place that prove im adult. XD

So, what so geng about casino oh?? Actually nothing bravo, is just a place that see people keep throwing their hard-earn-money out. And i can feel that LIM are very happy, cause too much people send him money!!! How good i own a casino as well XD

Ofcourse im not going to throw my money out, cause i dont have money to let me throw. XD

The best thing must try in genting!

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Ice cream of the day~ 

At the most 'cold die' weather, must eat freaking cold ice-cream, then you can feel your mouth is not with you anymore XD 

Best try!

and i can feel that my hand actually not with me as well XD

And when you tried out ice cream, the thing to get you warm!

Sweet Potato

Taste especially good after you ate ice cream + cold die weather!

Haha!

Im not able to take any picture of genting, cause im not in the mood that day, some more i didnt bring my camera T.T

But i think you can visit yourself

Genting is change alot, and i love MAX especially the weather. 

Although cool die, still prefer cool than hot.

Something wanted to share!

My car!

How good if i own anyone of it XD

LOLX...

Is not my car, but some one else!

I saw this at genting parking at outside of genting hotel with guard by police *fuyoo*

Actually i dont really to wish own one, just special for my friends John Ngan, sport car lover.

Thats all for this post, nothing specialXD

Happy August Day~