Emo never ends

Today is just so cloudy. Same as my mood, my feelings. I have no mood to blog, but i really dont know who can be my audience. The story start now....

Well, it is 2nd week of my new semester. I already can feel the stress and pressure given by myself, groupmate, lecturer, tutor, advisor and so on...  What a heavy sem but i still choose to join community service. =.=''' This sem i just take 5 subject but all is difficult for me. Not easy at all. I scare i will fail any one of them. I scare i couldn't make it better to pull up my CGPA. I scare i will under probation. I scare i couldn't go for my intership. I scare i can get a job for internship. Alot of worries that making me wanna cry out. So lost start from now. Alot of assignment waiting for me, it have to pass up right after chinese new year. How am i gonna to handle all this. I miss home seriously although just 1 more day to go. I do really miss my home and family members... Seeing all of my friends going back to hometown is not an easy task. This will make me more and more emo to stay at kampar. Really damn no mood right now!!!

End this and good night!! 

Wait can give me some suggestion??

First question, should i join community service??? Im just in a dilemma to choose either join or just concentrate on study. I know many of them can manage well and they able to join and i wish i can make it too, but it just abit heavy for me. However, if i didnt join this on this semester i have to join it next year and it is gonna be my final year and semester in the campus. Help pls~

Second question, I still havent found any company for my internship. Do intro some to me can?? Im currently studying PR as major subject and wish to join event company or advertising firm.

Third, this blog storage has full and whats the solution to make it bigger so that i can upload more picture? 

Birthday present.

The birthday present receive from parents and friends. Well, is just little but im so happy to get all of them and thanks to parent and friends. Carmen, liujing, VE and those uncle aunty angpao and gift. ^.^v

The 1st present i got! ^.^ is from my lovely dad~~ I have exchange my gold key with this camera. For 21st birthday suppose to receive gold key from parent but i choose to have a DSLR camera^.^ Well, i didnt get my gold key yet, thats mean im still a child...wahaha~~~

The angpao from those uncle aunty who attend my birthday that day. ^.^ 

I didnt get gold key but i got platinum key from my youngest uncle and family~~ thank you

Gold pen from unknown uncle~~haha... I actually forgat and tak kenal that uncle. Perhaps my daddy's friend and family ^.^

Well, this is lovely key from lovely friends. They know i got DSLR for 21st birthday so they give me a key as my parent didnt got it for me. Hahaha... And also a DSLR keychain from them. But im not able to upload any picture for that, cause Blogger state that my space has running out T.T how to fix that?? Anyway, thanks for everyone birthday gift. 

Yesterday was receive a frog by jye^.^ thank you~~ love max

birthday~

Yes, yesterday im officially 21st years old. But i got zero celebration for it, because my family make it on 1st Jan 2011 ald. Yup, this is the post that suppose to be upload. All the happening were happen on 1st Jan at my sg. Buloh house. The 21st birthday celebration. Not all people doing the big celebration but we will have it. Cause its meaning we get the permission from parent and we older. ^.^ Im officially an adult. 

The crowd in my house. Those uncle are having mahjung.

Erm... First try in our house. Having lok lok car in our house. It can serve almost 70people. 

The buffet dinner set. 

Fruit. One of the dish. 

Is open for food. Keep eating~~~

Roasted Duck.

Those side dish from aunty. Is homemade and delicious.

Fruit tar. Most people recommend it^.^

The prawn. Jye favorite. Purposely capture it down for him.Hahahaha....

My two little cute cousin. Jing zhe and Jing feng. 

Cake from king. Satisfy enough

Spot the crowd?? I cant believe that my house can fit up to 100 people.

All are the aunty and uncle. No friends are coming T.T pity me~~

The family picture. OMG~ who is the kids the my dad hugging?? 

Is my cousin that i never meet. Hahaha... funny?? I came from a big family^^

The diver gang.

The picture before i cut the cake. Was planning to have a complete 1 but that time was too busy and kelam-kabut. So no choice. lolx...

Thats all for my birthday. Well, for me, thats a unforgettable memory. I never have once but this is the one i got and awesome big. After the ceremony, my brother's friends was visited and have a drink session. Volka+ carslberg+ longan= awesome....^.^ 

Thanks everyone who attend and those gift. 

All the picture above was by Canon 550D from my lovely father dad. ^^ thanks alot~~~

Bangkok, im coming

Off to bangkok this few day~ will not be able to update the blog^^

Stay tuned for my birthday post and bangkok post :)

Late Christmas

Went to MidValley last wednesday, but i have no chance to blog about it. It was too busy+lazy+lousy... recently. Went there with a gang of friends. Yup, they again. Cause they are student and easily date. ^^ I was remember that day is 29/12/2010. An awesome ending of the year, going out with this gang of friends. When i with them, i found myself. I mean the real 1 hide inside myself^^ Love You guys. And also KL~~ 

Let's see what we did in MidValley.

Thats the season of holiday and right after christmas no long. So there are so much bear as theme of Christmas. And it was surprise for me that no chance to visit all the shopping mall's decoration. 

Capture Capture Capture...

The 4 of us and happy always. New members come in- the right handside, wee yee^^

The stage of the hall

Christmas tree and four of us.

Me, carmen, liujing, wee yee

Spot the big big bear?? Is extremely big for me. Love that.

Caption: Pls dont go away~~ we need you.... *Begging*

They are happily enjoying bully me on that day T.T

Actually is sad that non of the bear is mine T.T

3 idiot, acting like a horse but a big failed~~

 Caption: Waa~~finally i take picture with the big bear~~

I think this is the biggest in the mall~~

Kiss Kiss *shy* ^.^

We are force to pose like that. All thanks to liujing and all the people are look at us when they pass by. =.=

Caption: Wei, budak! You want to fight with me now?? 

Nola, is actually want to kiss you only ^^

We are super model. We can take picture everywhere as long as there is liujing there. Lolx...

Poser of the day~

Erm.... i guess you know that too~~ being force again =.='''

Surprisingly of the day, they give me early wish for my birthday and bought two *is actually 3* cuties, lovely present for my 21st years old birthday. Im getting old, obviously~

Carmen is helping me to wear the 'gold key' they bought for me.

And they announce i got permission to kou zai and clubbing jor^^ hohoho

The DSLR they bought too^^ Was surprise by that two gift, cause thats what i want exactly. ^^ Thanks alot.

By not forgotten, the car in MidValley is the present that liujing especially pointed for me. And they tumpang-ing my car. Unfortunately that is too small~~kakakaXD

After that we have our nice cheap movie- Gulliver's Travel. I read the story before, so i prefer the story book than movie^^ but still love. Sad, i still havent watch Rapuzel and also Narnia T.T 

Movie done, heading to dinner. And spend long time to decide what to eat. Finally, visit Delicious again. Yet, the service still the same- bad max!!!

Having our spagetti, can have a try on their meal *expensive le* but not recommend to visit MidValley's Delicious. 

Still can smile happily^^ 

Well thanks to luijing for the editing. And busy be the photographer of the day^^ I really enjoy every moment we spent together. When got time again?? Looking forward for the next time~~ Perhaps CNY??? Must have at least a gathering for all of us^^ 

P/s: i and carmen being cheated!!!!! Sad case~~

Wishlist

Here is my wishlist that i wish to get on my birthday. Is 10 more days to be my birthday but i had a celebration last night at my house. It is 1st ever awesome big party in my house. I doesnt know that my house can fit 100++ people. Yup it is so crowed and 'noisy'. Further more about the party will be up in the next post.

Let my introduce what i wish to get for my birthday^^

1# A Holga camera. It is a lomo and i wish to get it long long time ago but im currently out of cash so i have to wait for ptptn and get it immediate^^ It can play with variety mode and also colour filter. Ohya, it can change it lens as will. So nice if i can have it. I found this in The*Click*shop. Yup, it is a online purchasing system. 

2# Im a camere holic. And the next is a FujiFilm instax mini 7. Feel so convenience when hanging out with friends and can capture, share the moment with all of them.  Can i have it?? It also come from the*click*shop

3# If you know me well, i just purchase a Ipod and also own a mp3 now. But my mp3 player's earphone has broke so i wish to change it and have a nicer look for my mp3. Thats colourful earphone. I think is suit me cause i like those colourful thingy^^

4#  My shoe is old and gonna to broke now. But it is nice and good looking. I tak sampai hati to throw it. Cause its colourful as the picture above and i want to get another pair of that too. I heard that cannot give shoe as birthday present, why har??? Then you pay me cash and i go buy myself ba~~hahahahaXDDD... 

I will find it in bangkok perhaps and make it as my CNY new shoe~~wahahaha^^

I think thats all for my wishlist. Erm... if you buy others things or you D.I.Y for me, i will be very happy as well. *dont worry* Opps... i need a beg and colourful jacket as well. Because is freaking cold in lecture hall^^ Spot those thing at nike and puma shop. It damn nice~~But you can buy me others brand, as long as it suit me and colourful enough =)