不是什么特定日子，也不是什么特别纪念日。原本以为放下了，也忘记了。其实并没有。直到今天才发现我还一直耿耿于怀。
应该有好几年了吧？！
今天很莫名其妙！莫名其妙的听完五月天的歌，莫名其妙的emo。也很莫名其妙的写心情。。。五月天的歌，让人又爱又恨！它是在我低潮时期的伴侣，也许这就是为何今天莫名其妙的emo原因吧。边工作边听歌，回忆边涌上脑海，差点失控。
曾经的疯狂，不再回去。原以为不听不闻不问会很好，还以为时间真的可以冲淡一切。可是，过去不再重来。我，原地踏步。她们，往前走。我渴望有一天她们回头看的时候，我还在这个地方等待她们的归来。可是，就算回到从前感情也不如从前。
很久没联络了，最近过的还好吗？简单的一句问候语，却是那么的难按下发送键。
高兴，她们找到自己的生活，感情，工作，往前进。希望她们一切都安好！
难过，自己还在原地踏步，还在莫名其妙的为小事而难过睡不着。
我需要一个拥抱，我真的需要！
I understand that everyone have to move on, but i just couldn't get used and believe that not keeping in touch is so much hurt on me.Well, maybe i couldnt let go and doesnt want to let go too. I know is just my problem. I never blame anyone. I just couldnt forgive myself. Please forgive me, still childish like i was used to be, please forgive me for not sending my regards or replying your message. Please~~ Is just not a good timing for me to listen back to emo song, at least not this month. I need some time, a long one, seriously long one.
Well, happy belated birthday girls. Stay happy, stay healthy.
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