Friday, January 29, 2010

NOOB

I learn this word since middle of the year 2009. Is one of my friend influnce us to use this word. I never heard this word before ofcourse i did not know what's the meaning. And they started using this word to me. Keep on saying me and others people noob. That's the time i know what its meaning. It mean stupid and bad.Haha...

And now i admit it, IM NOOB. I have been open this blog few days ago but i still cant fully discover how it is work. Keep on changing theme, picture, color and more.haiz...but i wont give up. Besides that, im still exhausted on something...knowledge, creativity, experience and many many more~T_T

Do help me in advance. Have great time with friends for this whole week cause they taught me to gaming.Atleast i learn something new*congratz*

Thursday, January 28, 2010

No boycott

Today went for the PHP-peer helper program module 2.Joining the new group of people, knowing each other.Most of the peer helper are from phychology student but im not. Yes, im a peer helper study in Public Relations. In the very begining ofcourse i was expecting to make new friends in the campus with different faculty.But the most important thing is to learn the counselling skill from the program to help and give help to my friends.But i dont think that im a perfect peer helper.

Today topic is mental illness. It's very serious if it doesnt fix well.I might saying that all the human being will have this kind of illness but just some are not so obvious and serious. The cause of this illness are those who had bad personal experience,family causes and school enviroment.Bad personal experience can be the tragedy example survivors of Tsunami. Family issue example is divorce parent, biologicaly and so on. However, most of the student will be facing the same problem in school which is stress. Besides that, being boycott also one of the element. Untill Mr.Angus told us the issue, i know it is very very serious matter. And now im very embarrassing, cause i did it to my last very closer friend.

Last time, im very close to him.We met last 2 year in foundation and he is our class rep, who helping us to print note. Cannot say everyone dislike him but he is unique, special and alien.Haha...We are always come out to have dinner and yumcha time even we already proceed to different degree course.He always bully me but im try to forgive and forget. Dont know started from when,his attitude make me feel very uncomfortable. And that is the time i start boycott him.First im just dont want to dinner and yumcha with him. And now even dont want to receive his call or sms. Just dont want to related to him.And i warn all of our common friends that state im not going out if he is with you guys. Thats meaning, im forcing my friends to make a choice between us. And that the boycott start. Our activities like sing k, dinner, yumcha no longer got him. We just have those activities among ourself!!!

Before today, i didnt realise his pain.I just feel that he will find his way and his now"best friend" will beside him. But all of this are wrong, his "best friend" not beside him anymore and now he is alone. He is an alien, ofcourse i started understand the feeling of boycott by someone. And i try my best to build relationship between us and friends and i found it is very very hard. Our relation not like before, everythings went wrong.Im really very sorry to him and very very regret about this. Just want to remain myself not to boycott anyone even i really hate of. BOYCOTT SOMEONE IS NOT A GOOD THING EITHER YOU OR YOUR FRIENDS.THE PAIN OF BEING BOYCOTT YOU'RE NEVER KNOW AND UNDERSTAND...

And ofcourse mental illness need to be cure immediately, and boycott is one of the causes...

the first blog...

This is my first article blog.... Well i dont know how to start, coz i have no idea with what im going to blog to><''' Maybe is kinda late for my age to blog but is better than never try. To me blogging is to learn, share and discuss. Hope that everyone can enjoy my article, sharing the experience with all the people. Thats all for the start. Im going to sleep, coz tomorrow have a very early and boring class at 8am. Hope that i can wake up in time and not sleep in the class again. Good night, people^^

i gotta feeling thats tonight gonna be a good night...^^