2014

Happy New Year.

Well, a very brief conclusion about own 2013. Was an amazing year, at least for me. Went through few country and found my dream, interest and myself. Realize that life is tough, but you still have to overcome it and make it bittersweet! Just live it without bothering so much.

Passerby, thank you for your appearance to make a better me. 

Friends, you guys are always my Very Important People.

Family, thank you for given me a blessed environment to grown up. I was much more luckier than a lot of people out there.

Lover, thank you for your patient. 

2014 resolution

Become a better me!

Help as much as people i can!

Be grateful on everything!

Become a "Yes" girl!

Take a deep breath and enjoy 2014~~

Thank you.

From Christy Yee 

十月

十月(October)，它终于来了

不是什么特定日子，也不是什么特别纪念日。原本以为放下了，也忘记了。其实并没有。直到今天才发现我还一直耿耿于怀。

应该有好几年了吧？！

今天很莫名其妙！莫名其妙的听完五月天的歌，莫名其妙的emo。也很莫名其妙的写心情。。。五月天的歌，让人又爱又恨！它是在我低潮时期的伴侣，也许这就是为何今天莫名其妙的emo原因吧。边工作边听歌，回忆边涌上脑海，差点失控。

曾经的疯狂，不再回去。原以为不听不闻不问会很好，还以为时间真的可以冲淡一切。可是，过去不再重来。我，原地踏步。她们，往前走。我渴望有一天她们回头看的时候，我还在这个地方等待她们的归来。可是，就算回到从前感情也不如从前。

很久没联络了，最近过的还好吗？简单的一句问候语，却是那么的难按下发送键。

高兴，她们找到自己的生活，感情，工作，往前进。希望她们一切都安好！

难过，自己还在原地踏步，还在莫名其妙的为小事而难过睡不着。

我需要一个拥抱，我真的需要！

I understand that everyone have to move on, but i just couldn't get used and believe that not keeping in touch is so much hurt on me.Well, maybe i couldnt let go and doesnt want to let go too. I know is just my problem. I never blame anyone. I just couldnt forgive myself. Please forgive me, still childish like i was used to be, please forgive me for not sending my regards or replying your message. Please~~ Is just not a good timing for me to listen back to emo song, at least not this month. I need some time, a long one, seriously long one. 

Well, happy belated birthday girls. Stay happy, stay healthy.

！

跑！

消失了应该整一年的我，又再次的回到这个家-《属于我的部落格》。终于有点时间，也有点头绪及勇气再次的回到这里分享及记录我的一点一滴。其实，很久以前就想继续的写文章，记录心情。可是，却有很多元素导致无法经常准时的在这里报到！

第一，最后的一片旅游文章是在八月分。而那时侯的我，是刚开始工作的我。虽然工作不是很繁忙，可是却变成了我的借口。

其二，由于我的文法没有很好（无论是华文/英文）。每当想要开始的时候，却不知如何开头。（包括这一篇，哈！）

其三，才发现原来这部落格只记录我大部分的忧郁，却很少分享我的喜悦。或许工作时期比较少遇到伤心事吧！也或许工作时遇到的压力，忧伤得以通过适当的管道释放了？（或许吧！）

其四，其五，其六。。。。。数之不尽~

其实，开始这一篇文章的时候有一点犹豫。因为真的不知道该从那里说起。毕竟这个部落格错过了很多专属于我的故事！在这一段期间里，我找到了一份很不错的工作。认识了很多很精彩与很棒的同事。在各方面也学会了不少东西。最让我珍惜的莫过于那份友情。虽然，和他们相处的时间没有很久，可是却拥有一份说不出的感觉，很亲切。也谢谢他们开启我那关闭已久的“心”。一颗被深深伤害，遗弃的交友“心”。就这样才刚开始熟落时，我选择了离开。离开这一份做了九个月的工作。继续往前走。

往哪走？不知道！只是知道我不想再继续这一份工作。想要从事一些关于广告设计，拍照，自由自在的生活。可是，从哪开始，我真的一无所知！这一个问题其实缳铙了很久，我，还是在逃避，不敢面对！就这样的逃避。。。结果，即将的逃去越南。

越南，并不是我的目的地。它是我的起点。三个礼拜前，毫无预料的买了飞往越南的单程机票。就这样，剩一个星期就出发了。可是，却还有一大堆的问题还没解决。例如：该何去何从？！该住哪里？！下一站去哪里？！怎样去？！因为事先并没有安排好，导致路线真的很够力的不顺。可是，这一切并没有阻挡我前进！只好给多点时间做足准备功夫，走这一趟旅程。继续的走！

好吧！就在这里停吧。虽然，这一趟旅程很不安也很荒唐（对于我个人认为），可是路还是必须继续的走。我还有很多梦还未完成。接下来应该会要求自己至少每星期“一”更新吧！哈！

p/s:当我的朋友们正为了未来奋斗，努力的时候，我选择离开。走我自己的路，做我自己想要做的事！当我回来的时候，或许这一切我都需要重新来过，可是这一切都是我自己的选择，我的生活，我自己的路，用我自己的方式过！

December

OMFM~ I have abandon my blog for total 4 months. Why would it happen to me?? I so sorry that i couldnt keep my promise to make my blog alive. I will try my best to post something at least once per month.

Well, December month. Is a happiness, happening month. Is full of Christmas and New Year feel. Between What is yours resolution. Time fly fast. Is just like 2011, but is now 2012 year end. And going to step in 2013. 

What was mine? Nothing, but i just hoping that i can get my degree cert as soon as possible and be a BACKPACKER at least travel to New Zealand again? @.@

Well, December! Please slower down... It same goes to my wallet too~ Dont flow so fast. T.T

Halo, December.

Halo, My bloggy.

Have a nice day ahead. 

August Day

Just open up my laptop and realize i dont have any update in July month. Really pity my blog~~

A short brief about what happen in July and me :)

Found a job located at Menara UOA2, is a customer service call center attached with Hong Kong team. Yup, i need to speak in Hong Kong's way cantonese. I was first felt very difficult when speak in Cantonese. Hong Kong customer are so unreasonable. Many many kind of them I had face during this two working weeks. I felt funny when heard they speaking. Like im one of them~ Lolx... Anyway, due to company policy, i cant expose much on my duty. What i can tell is Hong Kong people really unreasonable. It testing my EQ and brain when talking with them XD.

Seriously, i love my company. I have been working for 3 weeks but they already have 123456 activities. *dont know how many they got, but seriously have fun during work* First will be the tea break. All the management team (Manager) have to treat their team members a cup of tea according their favor *although just coffee and milo* ^.^

Second is the lucky draw day. Im lucky enough to get draw by a favorite manager. ^.^ He delivery the prize to me, while im having my training.

Third is the theme day. Everyone have to dress according the theme given. My theme was football, while others got rainbow, beach wear, retro, pyjamas and many many more. Unfortunately didnt bring camera for this memorable moment. But well, i believe still got many many more activities will come.

Cheers~~ August :)

马六甲之旅

Hello blogger~ Is such a big change after long time no log in to write some story. Must get use to it!

I think i still owe few blog post? What i remember and MUST share is the STARCRUISE post :) will upload after my final exam.

Suppose this is a Chinese post. So start from now, i will writing in chinese. Just google translate my words ya ^.^ 

马六甲之旅是一个很随性的旅程。没有任何的计划也没有收悉的路程。只知道一路向北会达到Seremban 找到爸爸。 与爸爸相约在 seremban jusco 见面后，爸爸就带了我们一路找吃的。并没有打算吃芙蓉烧蟹，所以就继续的向北出发。到达了最具历史性的城市：马六甲。

虽然那不是我的家乡，可是我对它却有着莫名的亲切感。马六甲，离吉隆坡没有很近也没有很远。大概2个小时半就可到达了。

我们的第一站，就是不会很难找却又隐藏的很秘密的小巷里的碌"si ham" 和碌啦啦。它的卖点在于不是坐在舒舒服服的店铺里，又或者灯光明亮的饮食地方。而是在于充满了古老气味的凳子以及不到膝盖高度的桌子上。

在座的每一位顾客都必须像半蹲式的坐着用餐。这是另类的“餐厅”

当然，除了碌碌以外，那还有鱿鱼雍菜，炸料等供选着。

还有烤鱿鱼哦。

当然，店主也是坐在凳子上准备食材。

这是我哥，忙于吃。吃。吃！

还有，他们的碌碌是一盘一盘算的。

啦啦，'si ham' 还有螺。重点是一定要点他们家的酱料，是特调的哦 :)

有古老的感觉吗？ 

这盏灯应该很难找到吧？

可是，来到马六甲不管多老的东西都有可能找得到哦。

这是隐藏在小巷里的‘碌碌’档。

问问当地人，应该可以很容易找得到。就位于 Madam King 附近。

接下来就是出名的文化街。它并不是每天都有营业而只有在周末及星期五晚上特别热闹及营业。所以大多数的旅客选择星期五拜访这美丽的古老城市。。。

有个专属舞台让人上台展现歌喉。多数是一些乐龄人士。

真的很佩服他们的歌喉。得空还可以坐着欣赏他们的表演 :) 

另外为了引起注目，各式各样的打扮或手艺都必须使出。

就像这位仁兄，牺牲“色相”以及“狂野”的打扮才能吸引我的镜头"咔嚓" 的拍了下去。

须注意：这位仁兄和他的“同党”打扮成这样是有代价的。每一张照片，必须付RM1 才可以拍照。不然就。。。。

既然，我没有付钱 （不是故意的啦，没有注意到而已，直到爸爸告诉我，我才回头看到告示牌）所以，帮他们宣传下吧。

他们是卖手工耳环，以及项链。手工不错，图形也很美，不过价钱我就不懂，毕竟我还欠他们RM1 所以就没有多问咯。。。 哈哈哈哈哈。。。

下次一定要呆多几天，以及吃到最有名的蛋糕-千层糕 (nadejah)!!!!!

Mad Prints 2

Hey, do you still remember Mad Prints i introduce last time? Nevermind, let me intro again. :) Mad Prints is a group of people crazily fall in love with designing and printing material. They will come out with 100% own design stationary such as note pad, note book, name card, greeting card and so on. Besides that, they also receive personal order. You can have your own idea of the stationary you want and they will design for you.

Such as me. I have order a 100% handmade note book. All the material is seriously good and im very satisfied with it. Love it as well ^.^

This is the book i have order. Is a lovely design and girlish style~ 

Others than selling designed stationary, sometimes they will having online selling oversea goods. They often travel to get goodies and sell it online to their customer. Can check on their Facebook here.

The purse i got from their shop :) Flora design 

And a pair of ear ring, which i like the most. :)

They have more good on their shop- Facebook, and Blogspot. Check all them out! You will find out more lovely goods, stationary there ^.^ Enjoy online shopping.

p/s: Opps, they do not accept personalise and customization until June. 

Check their website for more information.  

Happy Chinese New Year

Is First Day of Chinese New Year now!

Sorry for no update my blog :'( i miss my bloggies as well.

Well, will update soon and very soon on my be-very-lated birthday post first before CNY, OK?

Gong Xi Fa Chai everyone :)

Huat ah~~~

Roses

Try out some shoot on roses get from Cameron Highland.

Lets check it out~~~

Enjoy shooting and inspired by someone~ Thanks Yvonne :)

Never stop learning~

update

Was very busy this few day although passed up the assignment.

However, i have meet difficulty in my flea market and campaign.

And also the coming photo shooting session. 

Seem like tons of work waiting for me T.T

FYP, photo shooting, flea market, campaign, presentation, final.

I cant breath now.

Will blog more after that.

心情日记

没什么特别~

偶尔也应该上来混下。

111111

对于很多人来说，它，是一个很特别的日子。

无可否认，它，还蛮特别的~

可是对于我来说，它，只是个无聊的一天。

可是，我却过的很不错。

放下所有的烦恼，没有课的一天。

该交的功课也交完了。

真的还蛮自由自在 :)

看戏看了一整天，该读的书没有读。

不该看的却看的不亦乐乎 :)

看着看着~~眼泪就流了 ^.^

我就是酱。。。。爱哭鬼！

不开心的让它过去吧！

留住一切美好的。

我啊~就是会莫名其妙的哭起来。

有时候还会吓坏朋友们。

说的正起劲时，就会静静的坐在一边，静静的流泪

然后。。。。。大哭 ^.^

经历过的朋友不需要举手，让它变成你的美好回忆。

得空时，我允许你拿它来取笑我 :)

还没经历过的朋友，下次别被我的举止吓坏。

没事的，哭哭就好 ^.^

现在是131111，凌晨0237

我还是一个人

晚安啦，各位~

祝我们都有美好的每一天 :)

PS:// 记得笑多点，心情也会好一点。

Chop Coca-Cola~

Chop Coca-cola ~~

Is a Coca-cola theme song previously.

Dont know how about now.

Maybe they dont have for now, and also seldom see their advertisement on TV or magazine right?

Of course la, branded already ma. 

Need no advertisement to promote their name already.

Few days ago went for a visit at Watson with sister. *A Pharmacy* 

And found a thing which i actually love but dont need it right now.

Is a Coca-Cola lip balm.

=.='''

The package is just so adoptable that you cant resist it. 

Oh~ my friends know i love Coca-cola, so how can i dont buy this??

Ya, i bought it with my very limited cash and feeling guilty right until now!

I dont actually need to own it, but i really love the package of it.

 TaaDa~~

Coca-Cola Lip balm.

Nice right?? 

I really love the words "Coca-cola" and it's package!!!!

simply nice and cool~

And i tasted it.

It really taste Coca-cola.

But no UV protected, not that moist. 

Think twice if you planning to buy.

Not to scare you, but instead of buying this lip balm, i need a lip balm that can UV protect and moistful. 

Only if you really a fans of Coca-Cola.

And for now, i understand the important of packaging. 

*At least, i attracted by its package.*

Study advertisement/ packaging is a good thing for me.

Maybe i can make business??  

PS: There are still more favorite available in Watson.

Like Pepsi, Fanta strawberry and Lime.

All these go with lip stick and lip gloss.

Opps~ and also one interesting package which is Paul Frank.

I think i will going to get it soon?

Kampar view

Kampar is a hot town.

But sometimes will rain heavily until it flood. 

Just a few picture taken last week in Kampar lakeside

:)

1# Lake likes a mirror, reflect the cloud.

2#

3#

4#

5#

One of the significant trademark of the garden.

And love the chair colours~~

6#

7#

As mention before, i dont know hot to capture a landscape picture.

So, the above picture is just random and meaningless :)

Boring~

Im waiting for you~

还记得这张长椅？

我们一起看日落的地方。

我，会在这里等你的回来。

Waiting for you~

Im waiting for you~

Waiting for you kiss me at the night~~

*Is a chinese song*

Diamonds~~

Im not rich enough to buy a diamond.

But still able to owe some fake  "cheap ba lat" diamond.

HAHAHAHAHA

Ya, i mean diamonds for phone and nails.

I cant believe i bought this with almost RM400.

Holly Shit!

Im seriously broke now!

Really stupid enough...

After bought so many diamonds, what to do??

Stick it onto my lens cases.

And here is the one!

Nice??

我们的友谊不“化学”

朋友，就是这样。

再怎么不对，再怎么吵也不会散。

我们可以互相骂来骂去，

可是我们不会生气对方很久。

LiuJing,

我从中一就认识的好朋友。

我们吵过很多次架。

也哭过，也睡过。

应该还没打过。

*ps:/我不够她打*

哈！

我们可以互相呛来呛去。

再怎么不爽，我们的友谊还是不会散。

^.^

这是我最开心的地方。

本小姐的脾气出了名不好，可是她却可以容忍我那么久

佩服佩服~

Carmen,

虽然她和我没有和LiuJing认识酱久，

可是我们却好像认识了很久的老朋友。

也建立了很好的友情。

一样的，

我们都很喜欢“欺负” LiuJing.

有她们在的地方会特别吵，

因为我们会

大声说，大声笑。

还有几位“团员” 还没出动。

不然，整个场所会被我们的声音震爆 ^.^

想Tzen, 想Rachel, 想Mei Yee。。。

也很想念我们在一起的日子。

想念中四我们一起举办的 prefectorial board gathering.

想念那段我们每次Meeting 完后就往 Time Square 跑的日子。

想念，我们一起为了小事而吵的时候。

当然，也非常想念我们一起“呛” LiuJing 的时候。

我真的很喜欢你们！！

爱死了~

*PS://这好像我的表白篇哦~哈！

Rachel , dont ffk next weekend ah~

Tzen, faster come back ah~we miss you~

Jing, we will date you often, dont ffk~

Carmen, meet you soon^.^

Mei Yee, dont reject my date la~

Miss you guys <3

MayDay

MayDay always my idol of rock star. Their song is just nice and meaningful. In this started of May, i shall begin my day with their song in every single minute that reminding me i should grow in my way. :)

五月天 - 知足

知足常乐，这是从小婆婆教导我们的方法。就算是现在，以成了爸爸妈妈的口头衔，已经进脑了，可是我还是不知足！因为我有我的梦想，我有我要求！人因梦想而伟大，追求梦想完成人生。

Be glad with what you have now, cherish and thankful always. 

五月天 你不是真正的快樂 MV

你以为你快乐？然而，你不是真正的快乐。。。

I shouldn't post this 'sound like' emo song in this early morning of the started May, but i really love this song and no idea why. Sometimes it really always questioning myself about the statement and think about it. And result always can make me cry loud. And will have feeling comfortable with. Just do always ask yourself with that question, and you will find out the answer.

五月天-瘋狂世界

如果说了后悔，是不是一切就能倒退？我不能了解，也不想了解。 我好想好想飞，逃离这个疯狂世界。那么多苦，那么多累，那么多莫名的泪水。我好想好想飞！如果是你，发现了我，也别将我挽回。。。

五月天---倔强

我就是我自己的神，在我活的地方！就算失望，不能绝望！！ 加油~

even though dont know what is the next destination and it might disappoint you next, but hold it tight and not giving up! Hopes always there...

五月天-温柔(MTV)

Another no reasoning loving this song <3 

五月天 牙關

等待后面是等待，然后咬紧了牙关，等待更多地等待。

No matter how, dont give up~~~

Today is Labour Day >> Public Holiday, but no choice its not my holiday... Continue study for the coming exam >.<'''

*Kindly click on the link to see their Music Video*

New thing

Ok, how to start this post??

I have just found out one interesting blog that keep my eyes on his blog always.

He just got his interestingly and humoristic and informative.

Is about traveling around Europe, Asia, Egypt and a lot more country he traveled.

Ok, share some of his picture *dont know whether will get sue or not since i didnt get his permission and show it in my blog* >.<'''

This is the picture he took in California ^.^

And this~ very obvious... Is Vietnam~

Besides that, his blog also full of information. He providing and share the experience of his travelling in humour sense. So that can easily understand. Oopps~~ from his tone of voice word... He is from Malaysia ^.^ 

It is a interesting blog i found, so that im here to share with you guys. It might be useful for those who are backpack to some of the country. So you can find some of the information you want and the places Must Visit and beautiful from his blog ^.^

Forget to mention his blog is Kennysia.com . <<<< *the link*  Faster visit his blog and get yourself prepare to travel with him~~ XD

天灰灰

这几天的天气都闷闷的。。。 心情也闷了起来

之前都发生了很多东西，很想写日记，可是懒懒的。。。

都忘记了。快不快乐，都忘记了~

星期五，日本发生了地震和海啸。

伤亡不明。看过了这些突发新闻，心里酸溜溜的。

帮不了多少，只好为远方的他们祷告。

星期六，喜从悲来。

参加朋友的婚礼和另一个朋友的21岁生日派对。

花了不少钱，可是他们开心就好。

在那看见每一位多时嘻皮笑面的可是真的那么开心吗？

不知道，至少我不是。

星期日，平平凡凡的在家度过。

心情特别的暴躁，还曾怀疑自己又躁郁症。

心情时好时坏的，真的很怕。

星期一，天灰灰。

听歌也灰，搞得我的朋友们都担心了。

对不起。。。

星期二，有太阳。

一大早也遇到令我开心的事。

发现，原来快乐可以很简单。

简简单单的问候，关心可以令我心情好起来。

不需要很复杂。。。

完！

梦中梦

梦中梦是一个很可怕，也很累的梦。

明明昨晚没吃晚饭也没有宵夜，照理我是不会有恶梦。

可是昨晚的梦还历历在目，仿佛真的一样。

或许我真的很累很累了。

没和他吵架，只是和他谈天。

说很多语无伦次的东西。

哭，也哭过了。。

累，也累坏了。。

或许这也让我发恶梦？

或许吧。。。

梦中梦，很难用文字解释。（要知道，见面时问我吧）

一言为止，昨晚的梦很可怕。

像是在象征着某样东西而我不明白的。。。