2014

Happy New Year.

Well, a very brief conclusion about own 2013. Was an amazing year, at least for me. Went through few country and found my dream, interest and myself. Realize that life is tough, but you still have to overcome it and make it bittersweet! Just live it without bothering so much.

Passerby, thank you for your appearance to make a better me. 

Friends, you guys are always my Very Important People.

Family, thank you for given me a blessed environment to grown up. I was much more luckier than a lot of people out there.

Lover, thank you for your patient. 

2014 resolution

Become a better me!

Help as much as people i can!

Be grateful on everything!

Become a "Yes" girl!

Take a deep breath and enjoy 2014~~

Thank you.

From Christy Yee 

十月

十月(October)，它终于来了

不是什么特定日子，也不是什么特别纪念日。原本以为放下了，也忘记了。其实并没有。直到今天才发现我还一直耿耿于怀。

应该有好几年了吧？！

今天很莫名其妙！莫名其妙的听完五月天的歌，莫名其妙的emo。也很莫名其妙的写心情。。。五月天的歌，让人又爱又恨！它是在我低潮时期的伴侣，也许这就是为何今天莫名其妙的emo原因吧。边工作边听歌，回忆边涌上脑海，差点失控。

曾经的疯狂，不再回去。原以为不听不闻不问会很好，还以为时间真的可以冲淡一切。可是，过去不再重来。我，原地踏步。她们，往前走。我渴望有一天她们回头看的时候，我还在这个地方等待她们的归来。可是，就算回到从前感情也不如从前。

很久没联络了，最近过的还好吗？简单的一句问候语，却是那么的难按下发送键。

高兴，她们找到自己的生活，感情，工作，往前进。希望她们一切都安好！

难过，自己还在原地踏步，还在莫名其妙的为小事而难过睡不着。

我需要一个拥抱，我真的需要！

I understand that everyone have to move on, but i just couldn't get used and believe that not keeping in touch is so much hurt on me.Well, maybe i couldnt let go and doesnt want to let go too. I know is just my problem. I never blame anyone. I just couldnt forgive myself. Please forgive me, still childish like i was used to be, please forgive me for not sending my regards or replying your message. Please~~ Is just not a good timing for me to listen back to emo song, at least not this month. I need some time, a long one, seriously long one. 

Well, happy belated birthday girls. Stay happy, stay healthy.

！

取决

话说“师傅，明白了”还蛮好看。里面的剧情，述说的缘与份，还有少不了帅气的男主角-黄浩然（一支箭），都~~~泪流满脸。

言归正传，要说的不是戏重点是戏里的一句话让我觉得很有意思，那就是当光头仔的师傅赐名为初一箭时所解释的一支箭。“一箭在手，可以伤人也可以伤自己，同样的，可以救人也可以救自己。一切取决于你自己。”

很多时候，很多场合都可以运用，重点是我们经常忘记！忘记了凡事都两面看，两面想。作出的决定不一定好，也不一定坏，一切都是自己的选择，自己负责！

同样的幸福快乐，也是两面想，没有一个绝对。每个人，每个定义都不一样，只要你自己觉得快乐，舒服，幸福，无论什么评语结果，理当不后悔，不理会别人的眼光。再加上，生命是你的，自己做的决定自己负责，自己的生活用自己的方法过活，那又何须在意别人的眼光呢？

一切在于你！你的抉择！你得负责！

Vietnam, Ninh Binh @where running man shot for the vietnam's episode 

我！

游玩探索了几个月的时间真的很休闲，还差点忘了需要打工！刚开始的时候还真的不习惯。从忙碌的上班过着充实的生活到在家无所事事。啊~真后悔当时候的一时冲动！可现在不一样了，我恨不得一辈子都像现在那样，只沉醉在于旅行旅行！（那是不行的^.^）

这一段时间里，反复想了很多东西。有以后的出路，兴趣，方向，等等等~才发现，我应该活在当下！我不该把时间浪费掉，应该利用这段时间充分的装备自己，因为我相信机会只留给准备好的人。我承认我还没够格！

人类，可以做的事情很多。没必要那么早把自己定位。世界那么大，人类却那么渺小！开阔你的视野，看到的何止眼前这一些？！人，要不断学习别把自己封闭。开拓视野，开拓思想，前途无可限量！

越南，老街！

Kingston @ New Zealand

Hahahahaha.... Finally is Kingston @ New Zealand's post! Should be a year ago update >.<''' At first i was give up to update post about new zealand, but suddenly load back hardisk and realize i got so much photo yet to edit and upload to even Facebook. So i have decided to continue the unfinished story about New Zealand.  

From Te Anua to Queenstown/ Arrow Town, you will pass by a small village called Kingston. Kingston is a very small town around only few street. From Kingston to Queenstown around 40km away. The attraction of Kingston is the very old style train. Which is still using steam train. 

Too bad~ the train is not working as usual that day. But it park at a side for you to take picture around. 

Besides that, around the train station there is a restaurant/ cafe as well. But only operate at night. 

The very awesome autumn view from Kingston, besides Lake Wakatipu. 

In between, Autumn is New Zealand will be around March to June. 

My dearest Mum, the view behind is the very famous and huge with big wind blow Lake Wakatipu.

Our group! Before we park aside our car, we saw a small tornado on the surface. Maybe it cause by the strong wind. And is really strong. *nice view and fresh wind*

跑！

消失了应该整一年的我，又再次的回到这个家-《属于我的部落格》。终于有点时间，也有点头绪及勇气再次的回到这里分享及记录我的一点一滴。其实，很久以前就想继续的写文章，记录心情。可是，却有很多元素导致无法经常准时的在这里报到！

第一，最后的一片旅游文章是在八月分。而那时侯的我，是刚开始工作的我。虽然工作不是很繁忙，可是却变成了我的借口。

其二，由于我的文法没有很好（无论是华文/英文）。每当想要开始的时候，却不知如何开头。（包括这一篇，哈！）

其三，才发现原来这部落格只记录我大部分的忧郁，却很少分享我的喜悦。或许工作时期比较少遇到伤心事吧！也或许工作时遇到的压力，忧伤得以通过适当的管道释放了？（或许吧！）

其四，其五，其六。。。。。数之不尽~

其实，开始这一篇文章的时候有一点犹豫。因为真的不知道该从那里说起。毕竟这个部落格错过了很多专属于我的故事！在这一段期间里，我找到了一份很不错的工作。认识了很多很精彩与很棒的同事。在各方面也学会了不少东西。最让我珍惜的莫过于那份友情。虽然，和他们相处的时间没有很久，可是却拥有一份说不出的感觉，很亲切。也谢谢他们开启我那关闭已久的“心”。一颗被深深伤害，遗弃的交友“心”。就这样才刚开始熟落时，我选择了离开。离开这一份做了九个月的工作。继续往前走。

往哪走？不知道！只是知道我不想再继续这一份工作。想要从事一些关于广告设计，拍照，自由自在的生活。可是，从哪开始，我真的一无所知！这一个问题其实缳铙了很久，我，还是在逃避，不敢面对！就这样的逃避。。。结果，即将的逃去越南。

越南，并不是我的目的地。它是我的起点。三个礼拜前，毫无预料的买了飞往越南的单程机票。就这样，剩一个星期就出发了。可是，却还有一大堆的问题还没解决。例如：该何去何从？！该住哪里？！下一站去哪里？！怎样去？！因为事先并没有安排好，导致路线真的很够力的不顺。可是，这一切并没有阻挡我前进！只好给多点时间做足准备功夫，走这一趟旅程。继续的走！

好吧！就在这里停吧。虽然，这一趟旅程很不安也很荒唐（对于我个人认为），可是路还是必须继续的走。我还有很多梦还未完成。接下来应该会要求自己至少每星期“一”更新吧！哈！

p/s:当我的朋友们正为了未来奋斗，努力的时候，我选择离开。走我自己的路，做我自己想要做的事！当我回来的时候，或许这一切我都需要重新来过，可是这一切都是我自己的选择，我的生活，我自己的路，用我自己的方式过！

December

OMFM~ I have abandon my blog for total 4 months. Why would it happen to me?? I so sorry that i couldnt keep my promise to make my blog alive. I will try my best to post something at least once per month.

Well, December month. Is a happiness, happening month. Is full of Christmas and New Year feel. Between What is yours resolution. Time fly fast. Is just like 2011, but is now 2012 year end. And going to step in 2013. 

What was mine? Nothing, but i just hoping that i can get my degree cert as soon as possible and be a BACKPACKER at least travel to New Zealand again? @.@

Well, December! Please slower down... It same goes to my wallet too~ Dont flow so fast. T.T

Halo, December.

Halo, My bloggy.

Have a nice day ahead. 

Te Anau

Te Anau is a very small town, not much local people. Sometimes, you might surprised by their 'peacefulness'. Mostly people here are tourist rather than Kiwi. Te Anau is a best place and the only place to stay if planing to Milford Sound. 

That is a very rare scene which you can find in Te Anau. You may find the emptyness in the street started from 3pm. You may find no one in the town. Like a death town, but definitely no zombie or vampire. XD 

One of their famous activity- Kayak.

My Favorited activity too ^.^ 

Fish & chips is their main course

Which you can find anywhere.

If i stay at longer here, i definitely will get fat.

They actually prepared garden for you to picnic as well :)

Lovely place with full of roses and flower.

The significant bird of Te Anau.

Te Anau definitely is a leisure place.

Best place to relax yourself. 

Of course, nice view to the lake 

Rare scene which can see. The sky turning in pink and due to the weather and rainy day.

And that is our back packer house. 

Very nice design and comfortable to stay.

Seriously, although it called backpacker house, but definitely very clean as hotel!!

Not messy and everyone take good care of the houses as well~~

Last but not least, Im not a drinker. But this drink is good to warm up body. And have a good sleep too~

Have a nice day :)